WoW! That is heavy stuff! I don't know the theory or the theorist but I may look it up if I get time. But I am married. I have children. And chickens (see below); not from my seed and my wife's eggs, obviously! You sound like you're in deep. And that, imo, is the best place to be! I know of Alan Watts, I have read some of McKenna...some of the others I have touched upon. Some I have not. We are dealing with philosophy...which is (kinda) a nice word for esoteric...which is a posh word (kinda) for occult. I don't mean witches and black magic and hoccus poccus, but the high art/s of ancient/s learning/s and understanding/s. That which I have read tells me that modern science is playing catch up with that which is already known in (high end) occult circles. Sadly or justifiably this is still very much taboo, though the knot is been loosened. I see this "catching up" verified in several modern scientific disciplines/researches. But it's heavy stuff. You cannot spark up these conversations on the subway or in the street. Hell, No!

I had a good friend totally untutored in all this stuff. And after a night on the molly at a chill out, if pushed on philosophical matters, he would say "I don't know". And do you know, he didn't know. And that reminded me that neither did I Know. He was right...I just thought I was right. And I still do. But now I have put DMT into my research and my thinking. And now I am right back to square one. Which is where my friend has always been. Again, now "I don't know". I wish I did. And so do you. That we have in common.

WELCOME! FUN, ISN'T IT 8)