hey everyone,

thank you for your continued support and suggestions, it really makes a difference for me,

just to update, the last 2 days i have not heard the wasp buzz scare before i fall asleep, as i continue the white light exercise 30 min before bed every night, thank god, but

i fear something stranger is now going on, the last 2 days i wake at 5am right when sunlight comes up,

and i cant go back to sleep because it feels like it is trying to infuse with my being, i felt like

it was making some weird noises through me, like snoring through me in an unusual manner even though i sleep on my stomach, i know it is

this entity continuing to do whatever to me and this is pretty scary as well as you can imagine, i hear noise

coming from me but i dont believe im making it but that its being made through me, i know this sounds insane

and you probably think im crazy or mental but trust me this is very real, its also said "how are you" in

the same energetic voice to me twice from inside my head with a seemingly caring/compassionate tone, but i really dont think that its concerned for my well

being, so anyways the attempted infused snore sounds lasts a second or 2 till i jolt or turn sides, then a minute

later it happens again, this happened last night and the night before like 5 or 6 times each before i finally fell

back to sleep again, its almost like it wants to take over my body or take it for itself but it is unable to

but getting closer than before, my god, maybe a group meditation would be strong enough to make it depart from me, or

group prayer and laying of hands or something? i also like

the idea of having a bible and a cross close by, i know there is spiritual power in that somehow, even if its just by

the morphic field theory shared in an earlier post, i will continue to keep you all updated and would appreciate

your continued feedback,