ok, we agree.

I think you put it better then I could endlessness. That is what I am saying, yes integrate, overcome the fear. Then it's not a problem. Go talk to a Doctor about dealing with the fear... talk to you mom, talk to nexus. There are a lot of good doctors. But now nowadays when being slightly sad has been redefined into a illness, presenting yourself to a GP with this problem will likely get you sleeping pills.But, they might get a referral to you endlessness. And that would be helpful.

I just "heard" people here saying, "you are are probably biologically sick" not "you need to integrate".

Once again I admit my emotional investment in this and I'm glad we are talking about it. So we can integrate. 

Seems logical to me. If you believe spirits are real maybe you can move away from them.(I don't think so) but once again you are making it about his belief. IF you believed in spirits you might see thinking you can out run a spirit as misguided not Ill.