Introduction Essay for Sakyamuni

[Sakyamuni]

Hi,

I'm from Australia. I consider myself quite experienced with some of the 'lesser' psychedelics; namely psilocybin, lsd, and lsa, although I have never taken more than 3 doses equiv. of lsd or psilocybin at one time.

A couple of years ago, I tried an unknown acacia A/B extraction, but yielded only a small amount of oily off-colour crystals, smoked it with only mild psychological effects. I have recently tried smoking pure DMT for the first few times, but it took some experimenting with how to smoke it (out of a bong, crack pipe, and then finally using "the key" v2, which worked a charm) so I managed only sub-break through doses, around 30mg. Although I have had ~50 psychedelic experiences in my life, many of which I combined with MDMA, 2-CB, Nitrous Oxide, and marijuana, that comparability small hit of DMT has completely changed how I view psychedelics. I am truly humbled by its awesome power and beauty, and can say that it has produced the first 'religious' experience of my life.

I plan on doing an Acacia Obtusifolia extraction, as SWIM has a friend who has an infestation of wattle trees on his property, in the perfect area , so I figure my chances of finding one are high. I would love to be privileged enough to acquire some true ayahuasca - Mimosa Hostilis, but Australian customs are ruthless and I'm paranoid as fuck.

I should mention that I'm a Medical student, and I hope to one day practice psychiatry, conduct psychedelic research and psychedelic psychotherapy, and ultimately aim to become a neuropsychopharmacologist. Psychedelics fascinate me, and it is beyond ridiculous that their benefits are repressed through laws that won't even allow research. I'm a scientist, and I look at the research; Psilocybin can treat depression, marijuana is an anti-emetic, anti-inflammatory and analgesic, MDMA can treat PTSD, LSD treats alcoholism at a 50% success rate while AA, the next most succesful therapy has a success rate of 10%. And the list goes on...

I feel I have a duty to use my gifts to better the human race, despite the pull I have received from DMT to abandon this ego-obsessed capitalist world to live on the perimeter, with the elves and the trees. It's pretty hard having views that could threaten my career, and to be held in such "high regard".

I would love any Australians (preferably on the east coast) contact me with any advice on locating mimosa hostilis in Australia

Look forward to learning so much from my enlightened companions.

Sakyamuni

 

[TOXSIN]

I'm interested to hear about your religious experience, if you don't mind?

And welcome to the Nexus!

 

[○]

Welcome Sakyamuni

You definitely have a pretty extensive background with various psychedelics. It's great to hear that you've tried DMT and has such a profound experience, thats what it's all about. Participating in the endless mystery. And sorry but there is absolutely NO talk of sourcing MHRB on the nexus in any way, shape or form. You'ce came to the top site on the internet in regards to this substance. Do some reading and you'll find that if properly sourced and properly extracted from, ACRB can and will produce relatively clean crystals, with some goo reminents. Although containing a 50/50 mix of DMT/NMT, the experience is still very similar to DMT, with just a touch of diversity due to the NMT. Completely synergistic.

Looking forward to hearing more from you and your experience.

Much love,
tat

 

[Sakyamuni]

Toxsin, I'll do my best to explain some of my experience, but I doubt I'll be able to do it justice. I managed to smoke the 30mg in around 2 lung fulls, holding for 10 seconds each time. After blowing out the vapor, the world around my bedroom exploded with energy and colors and dancing shadows. I have experienced similar sorts of fractal and geometric hallucinations on lsd and psilocybin, but I have never been so intrigued by what my brain was doing. Coming on stronger, the world around me disappeared; somewhere in there I closed my eyes, but I couldn't tell when, the hallucinations just flowed into the deeper part of the trip. Though I took a sub-breakthrough dose, I could feel what I would describe as "pressing on a membrane" of some sort, not quite piercing it but coming pretty close. The hallucinations became much more multi-dimensional, and the visuals just had divine purpose about them, as if I was viewing the truth about reality for the very first time. Complex tree like fractals with multicolored shapes dancing off their branches. With acid I feel I ultimately control the visuals (or at least over time I have learnt to) but DMT was totally different, like the universe was showing me something special I had the sense of entities, in some form that I could not see but could sense in every other respect,who took hold of my body - taking all sense of self and worry away, like the heaviest load lifted from my shoulders. For 10 minutes I was blissfully watching the universe's complex, purposeful geometric patterns dancing in front of my eyes. Opening my eyes the hallucinations seamlessly transitioned, as they did coming up, and I just watched in total awe as spirits and their trails of "air-waves" danced for another 20 minutes before the hallucinations finally stopped. I lost all sense of ego for a good 10 minutes there, more so than I have ever experienced. My ego and perceptions about reality have been taking backflips even since those humbling 10 minutes. I have this constant sense of being watched; protected and accompanied by these "entities" who I only gained some low-dimensional 'sense' of. Although I have extensive experience with stimulants, depressants, and psychedelics, those 10 minutes of ego-death were a glimpse of peace and serenity that I did not even imagine was possible.

I relate these experiences a lot to some Buddhist teachings, and they very much remind me of the Ten Bulls of Zen poems. Although I have become slack in my practice in the last few years (mainly owing to University), DMT has totally grounded me and "cleansed" me in a way I very much needed. I have never considered myself a "religious" person, and have followed Buddhism more as a philosophy rather than a religion, but the DMT trip has made me think a lot about everything.

 

[TOXSIN]

I understand that, I personally look at religion in a similar light I study (as a hobby) all types of religion and try to find the similarities, and proper morals outlined in their teachings to attribute to my own life the way I see fit, DMT especially including all other hallucinogens have definitely helped in this as well. I feel closer to the source of life than ever before. And never want to close my now opened eyes again.