deepacceptance
Rising Star
Dear fellow explorers,
Just as many others who come to DMT probably have a decent amount of experience in other entheogens, so do I. Although much of my experience with synthetic stuff and MJ has been negative. Mushrooms where different though. Not always easy but with a higher quality of learning.
Bottom line is, I have dealt with a lot of fear and paranoia on my path. After an awakening kind of experience on mushrooms I thought I was done with psychedelics. Then, recently I felt the call of Ayahuasca. I'm glad I followed the call, because it was an gentle healing experience, healing both the split in my worldview, my relationship with entheogens, and overall leading to more self-acceptance.
I am also very happy to have seen the Bene Gesserit Litany against fear here. I've adapted it for my own use
Now the path leads to Changa. First because of practical reasons. An Ayahuasca ceremony (even without the preparation) takes a lot of time, including the tiredness I experienced the following day(s). (Still recovering from CFS)
But when I read this report I know what draws me like a moth into the flame of the Spirit Molecule. Although I probably will not dive so deep during the first few occasions, but who knows? Let the courtship begin :d
My spirituality is all driven by the ancient greek aphorism "Know Thyself". (Or: To Know all things, and to Love all things). On the relative level I experience this as facing your fears and all other unconscious stuff, bringing it to the light, and allow it to resolve itself. In other words being true and honest to what I experience. On an absolute level I see this as the uncovering of the Eternal Self: Awareness, or Emptiness, or Unity, or Love. And even after a glimpse of this, knowing that all is well, and nothing needs to be done, there is always more exploration, expression. It is the Self exploring the Self. The Universe being conscious of itself. The Mystery that looks upon itself in wonder and amazement and exclaims: Wow, I Am!
Ah, big words, forget it, lets just have fun
I am waiting for some final materials to arrive in the mail. My plan is to use this tek (Hippie Salad Oil) for spice creation, infuse Pau D'Arco/Lapacho with it. And to make a Caapi Vine extraction to go with it. I still have some questions about the process I look forward to asking.
See you around!
Just as many others who come to DMT probably have a decent amount of experience in other entheogens, so do I. Although much of my experience with synthetic stuff and MJ has been negative. Mushrooms where different though. Not always easy but with a higher quality of learning.
Bottom line is, I have dealt with a lot of fear and paranoia on my path. After an awakening kind of experience on mushrooms I thought I was done with psychedelics. Then, recently I felt the call of Ayahuasca. I'm glad I followed the call, because it was an gentle healing experience, healing both the split in my worldview, my relationship with entheogens, and overall leading to more self-acceptance.
I am also very happy to have seen the Bene Gesserit Litany against fear here. I've adapted it for my own use
Now the path leads to Changa. First because of practical reasons. An Ayahuasca ceremony (even without the preparation) takes a lot of time, including the tiredness I experienced the following day(s). (Still recovering from CFS)
But when I read this report I know what draws me like a moth into the flame of the Spirit Molecule. Although I probably will not dive so deep during the first few occasions, but who knows? Let the courtship begin :d
My spirituality is all driven by the ancient greek aphorism "Know Thyself". (Or: To Know all things, and to Love all things). On the relative level I experience this as facing your fears and all other unconscious stuff, bringing it to the light, and allow it to resolve itself. In other words being true and honest to what I experience. On an absolute level I see this as the uncovering of the Eternal Self: Awareness, or Emptiness, or Unity, or Love. And even after a glimpse of this, knowing that all is well, and nothing needs to be done, there is always more exploration, expression. It is the Self exploring the Self. The Universe being conscious of itself. The Mystery that looks upon itself in wonder and amazement and exclaims: Wow, I Am!
Ah, big words, forget it, lets just have fun
I am waiting for some final materials to arrive in the mail. My plan is to use this tek (Hippie Salad Oil) for spice creation, infuse Pau D'Arco/Lapacho with it. And to make a Caapi Vine extraction to go with it. I still have some questions about the process I look forward to asking.
See you around!