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Thanks Moondance and Macre! Certainly do feel welcome

I guess another thing I'd like to mention are my difficult, or rather downright bad experiences with acid. Like many people say, coming out of difficult trips can teach you a lot about yourself and you come out for the better. The main one was caused out of stupidity on my part (this was years ago, I was young) I took 2 alone thinking they would be weak but I realised they weren't. In less than 10 minutes my arms were trailing and I was really scared about what was coming and don't ask me why but I had the last one, it tasted like sugar melting in my mouth.

I thought the safest thing to do would be to lie down and try to sleep, and I think I did pass out for some time but I woke up with no recollection and I thought I had died. Unfortunately I blew out a candle because I thought it was the safe thing to do but then I thought I was on fire, I left the house thinking I had set it on fire, and my mental resistance was so strong it just fuelled it on. I experienced being burnt alive, I turned into a sizzling piece of meat. I won't go into all the details but it was as close to a living hell as I could imagine.

The other time was not nearly so intense but I was coming up on what was a good trip (2 tabs) and my friend made me really upset and cry. Almost instantly all over the room appeared 50 or so huge black cockroaches which appeared and then fell, I could feel them in my hair and down my back which I kept brushing off with my hands. At the same time from a single point across the room black lines began coming towards me, like the cracks in a mirror. My friend realised his mistake and took me outside and it took awhile but it turned around and I had a great time after.

Acid in a way brings out our subconscious to reality and the positive or negative energy that we generate. And I think it shows us just what we create in ourselves when we have negative emotions and resistance. To me it showed how we are the ones who create negative emotions much of the time it is unnecessary, it is generally caused by resistance of a situation when acceptance is the key. After coming through that I was rattled but stronger as a person.

<blockquote data-quote="rainbow-dragon" data-source="post: 3530044" data-attributes="member: 13336">Thanks Moondance and Macre! Certainly do feel welcome <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile&nbsp; &nbsp; :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" />I guess another thing I&#039;d like to mention are my difficult, or rather downright bad experiences with acid. Like many people say, coming out of difficult trips can teach you a lot about yourself and you come out for the better. The main one was caused out of stupidity on my part (this was years ago, I was young) I took 2 alone thinking they would be weak but I realised they weren&#039;t. In less than 10 minutes my arms were trailing and I was really scared about what was coming and don&#039;t ask me why but I had the last one, it tasted like sugar melting in my mouth.I thought the safest thing to do would be to lie down and try to sleep, and I think I did pass out for some time but I woke up with no recollection and I thought I had died. Unfortunately I blew out a candle because I thought it was the safe thing to do but then I thought I was on fire, I left the house thinking I had set it on fire, and my mental resistance was so strong it just fuelled it on. I experienced being burnt alive, I turned into a sizzling piece of meat. I won&#039;t go into all the details but it was as close to a living hell as I could imagine. The other time was not nearly so intense but I was coming up on what was a good trip (2 tabs) and my friend made me really upset and cry. Almost instantly all over the room appeared 50 or so huge black cockroaches which appeared and then fell, I could feel them in my hair and down my back which I kept brushing off with my hands. At the same time from a single point across the room black lines began coming towards me, like the cracks in a mirror. My friend realised his mistake and took me outside and it took awhile but it turned around and I had a great time after.Acid in a way brings out our subconscious to reality and the positive or negative energy that we generate. And I think it shows us just what we create in ourselves when we have negative emotions and resistance. To me it showed how we are the ones who create negative emotions much of the time it is unnecessary, it is generally caused by resistance of a situation when acceptance is the key. After coming through that I was rattled but stronger as a person.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="rainbow-dragon, post: 3530044, member: 13336"] Thanks Moondance and Macre! Certainly do feel welcome :) I guess another thing I'd like to mention are my difficult, or rather downright bad experiences with acid. Like many people say, coming out of difficult trips can teach you a lot about yourself and you come out for the better. The main one was caused out of stupidity on my part (this was years ago, I was young) I took 2 alone thinking they would be weak but I realised they weren't. In less than 10 minutes my arms were trailing and I was really scared about what was coming and don't ask me why but I had the last one, it tasted like sugar melting in my mouth. I thought the safest thing to do would be to lie down and try to sleep, and I think I did pass out for some time but I woke up with no recollection and I thought I had died. Unfortunately I blew out a candle because I thought it was the safe thing to do but then I thought I was on fire, I left the house thinking I had set it on fire, and my mental resistance was so strong it just fuelled it on. I experienced being burnt alive, I turned into a sizzling piece of meat. I won't go into all the details but it was as close to a living hell as I could imagine. The other time was not nearly so intense but I was coming up on what was a good trip (2 tabs) and my friend made me really upset and cry. Almost instantly all over the room appeared 50 or so huge black cockroaches which appeared and then fell, I could feel them in my hair and down my back which I kept brushing off with my hands. At the same time from a single point across the room black lines began coming towards me, like the cracks in a mirror. My friend realised his mistake and took me outside and it took awhile but it turned around and I had a great time after. Acid in a way brings out our subconscious to reality and the positive or negative energy that we generate. And I think it shows us just what we create in ourselves when we have negative emotions and resistance. To me it showed how we are the ones who create negative emotions much of the time it is unnecessary, it is generally caused by resistance of a situation when acceptance is the key. After coming through that I was rattled but stronger as a person. [/QUOTE]