Introduction.

[DreamFiend]

I have dabbled in the wonders of DMT for a little while.
I learned so much about myself through the experiences but it seems my wonder and awe has come to a halt.
I experienced a very terrifying DMT trip that caused me to stop these travels immediately but not my curiosity.
I have read countless posts about various types of trips but none so far have brought me any closer to answers.
I hope to find something relatable to what I went through and possibly learning how to reintroduce my mind into the beautiful hyperspace I once traveled.
Not being able to travel because of anxiety and fear has saddened me, I am beyond excited about my past enlightenments and wish to further my knowledge if I can overcome this obstacle.
I suppose that is my main reason for joining other than my heightened respect for this phenomena.

- Dream Fiend.

 

[Mz.Gypzy]

Welcome to the Nexus.

I'm curious if all of your past travels have been vaped DMT?
If so, have you considered other ROA to pass your roadblock?

I understand how a difficult experience can put a halt on your traveling. I have found that adding Cappi, with either Changa or taking a oral dose can dramatically alter the flow of the experience.
If you want to start again, maybe try a different method, start low and work your way back into it.

I wish you luck, and hope to hear of your progress.

This place is full of helpful information, take a good look around, hope you find something that helps.

 

[DreamFiend]

Welcome to the Nexus.

I'm curious if all of your past travels have been vaped DMT?
If so, have you considered other ROA to pass your roadblock?

I understand how a difficult experience can put a halt on your traveling. I have found that adding Cappi, with either Changa or taking a oral dose can dramatically alter the flow of the experience.
If you want to start again, maybe try a different method, start low and work your way back into it.

I wish you luck, and hope to hear of your progress.

This place is full of helpful information, take a good look around, hope you find something that helps.

Thank you so much.
I don't have much experience in different methods, perhaps the method I used was amateur but I tried the sandwich method with parsley as the layering between the hit of DMT.
I figured this was an easy way for me to experiment without wasting it or taking more than I was able to handle.
I hoped to learn different ways and try again but I am nervous so that has held me back quite a bit, which makes me sad.

I have broken through the veil with this method without actually meaning to, which leads me to believe I may have low tolerance or sensitivity to it no matter how often I do it.

 

[Mz.Gypzy]

Your welcome.
the experience can be very intense. I'm not sure of the details, but it sounds like you might have been unprepared?

I suggested other ROAs because when you add Cappi or Rue the experience can be completely different. Much slower and gentler. If you still want to work with this molecule there are many options. You said you are still curious, so I suggest doing more research to find out what would be your best next step. All the info you need is here at the Nexus.

 

[DreamFiend]

Your welcome.
the experience can be very intense. I'm not sure of the details, but it sounds like you might have been unprepared?

I suggested other ROAs because when you add Cappi or Rue the experience can be completely different. Much slower and gentler. If you still want to work with this molecule there are many options. You said you are still curious, so I suggest doing more research to find out what would be your best next step. All the info you need is here at the Nexus.

My first few experiences with it, I did as much research as I could. I live in a very small town and not many people are open minded enough to understand this particular substance.
So I tried to the best of my ability to learn on my own but I don't have much access to needed resources like you suggested, I wouldn't know the first thing about acquiring them either.
I know I sound very new to this, I am.
I probably am very unprepared, I'm still learning. It has been 6 months since my last trip because I want to make sure I am properly prepared this time and over my anxieties about it all.

Thank you again for your replies.

 

[VIII]

Hi DreamFiend! Welcome to the Nexus!

Would you care to share about your difficult experience? Whether here or in an experience report, it could help you work through integrating the experience. In my experience it is best to have patience integrating difficult experiences to uncover what it is upsetting. No rush getting back into it but as Mz.Gypzy said the harmala route is much gentler if the intensity is what is keeping you away. If you are in the US I know some cultural markets carry Syrian Rue which you can use to smoke, extract harmalas for changa, or boil and reduce for oral consumption.

No problems being new or unprepared, read over the wiki/FAQ, search/post questions, and just hang around reading/posting and it'll come in time.

Take care.

 

[DreamFiend]

Hi DreamFiend! Welcome to the Nexus!

Would you care to share about your difficult experience? Whether here or in an experience report, it could help you work through integrating the experience. In my experience it is best to have patience integrating difficult experiences to uncover what it is upsetting. No rush getting back into it but as Mz.Gypzy said the harmala route is much gentler if the intensity is what is keeping you away. If you are in the US I know some cultural markets carry Syrian Rue which you can use to smoke, extract harmalas for changa, or boil and reduce for oral consumption.

No problems being new or unprepared, read over the wiki/FAQ, search/post questions, and just hang around reading/posting and it'll come in time.

Take care.

I would definitely like to share that experience, to perhaps gain further insight. I haven't done it yet because I am unsure of where to post it? I also do live in the US.