Welcome to the Nexus.

I'm curious if all of your past travels have been vaped DMT?

If so, have you considered other ROA to pass your roadblock?

I understand how a difficult experience can put a halt on your traveling. I have found that adding Cappi, with either Changa or taking a oral dose can dramatically alter the flow of the experience.

If you want to start again, maybe try a different method, start low and work your way back into it.

I wish you luck, and hope to hear of your progress.

This place is full of helpful information, take a good look around, hope you find something that helps.