Dr Psychonaut
Rising Star
Being relatively new to DMT exploration (have only done 50 or so explorations) I am curious to hear from the more experienced travellers into how navigable they find hyperspace and the extent to which one can 'control' the experience and navigate where they go or what they see.
I say this because I have had a few experiences where I have been able to do this to a minor extent. I have begun to notice that I can sometimes control the volume of the whirring/ringing noise which also leads to the fractals slowing and a gentler experience. This takes a fair degree of concentration and relaxation into the experience. I also notice that when I see beautiful euphoria-inducing scenes by getting too excited and feeling the 'I want more!' kind of feeling it pollutes the scenes and dark beings enter and the scene becomes more negative. I generally find I have the most positive glowing experiences when I stay relaxed and not demanding or expectant of anything. I've also had a lot of loops that I've been previously stuck in but am now able to stop them by deciding against getting stuck in one as soon as I realise the scene is about to loop.
On one trip I was able to decide what I wanted to be shown. I'd been having a lot of early childhood themes and images on breakthroughs and wanted to see a bit more of these and see what they represented. At the beginning of a moderate dose 35mg trip I watched the usual fractals unfolding and then decided 'I want to see what these childhood themes are all about'. As soon as I thought this the fractals turned into scenes of my family in very early childhood and as this happened I felt my consciousness regress back to that of a 1 year old and began giggling at the happy familiar childhood images I was being shown. I was shown how when we start a new life here we have to learn everything about this world again from scratch and it offered insight into how our minds learn what different objects and things are when we are brand new to this world.
These are all short smoked DMT trips so wonder how aya/pharmahuasca and changa differ and if they offer a more navigable space?
I say this because I have had a few experiences where I have been able to do this to a minor extent. I have begun to notice that I can sometimes control the volume of the whirring/ringing noise which also leads to the fractals slowing and a gentler experience. This takes a fair degree of concentration and relaxation into the experience. I also notice that when I see beautiful euphoria-inducing scenes by getting too excited and feeling the 'I want more!' kind of feeling it pollutes the scenes and dark beings enter and the scene becomes more negative. I generally find I have the most positive glowing experiences when I stay relaxed and not demanding or expectant of anything. I've also had a lot of loops that I've been previously stuck in but am now able to stop them by deciding against getting stuck in one as soon as I realise the scene is about to loop.
On one trip I was able to decide what I wanted to be shown. I'd been having a lot of early childhood themes and images on breakthroughs and wanted to see a bit more of these and see what they represented. At the beginning of a moderate dose 35mg trip I watched the usual fractals unfolding and then decided 'I want to see what these childhood themes are all about'. As soon as I thought this the fractals turned into scenes of my family in very early childhood and as this happened I felt my consciousness regress back to that of a 1 year old and began giggling at the happy familiar childhood images I was being shown. I was shown how when we start a new life here we have to learn everything about this world again from scratch and it offered insight into how our minds learn what different objects and things are when we are brand new to this world.
These are all short smoked DMT trips so wonder how aya/pharmahuasca and changa differ and if they offer a more navigable space?