Is it possible to not breakthrough anymore?

[Opiyum]

I just imbibed for the first time in about eight months. My fingers still feeling a bit like jelly actually.
I can't say why I didn't do anything for such a long time. I certainly had the means. I just didn't. Not the point.
I just took one hit, not even a big one, and boy did stuff just happen that I can't begin to explain.
I remember from before my eight month hiatus that no matter how little vaporized Freebase entered my body I still seemed to have the most intense breakthroughs. Now having just tried again it still holds true. I took a smaller hit because I didn't want to breakthrough. I was just testing out how my Fumarate to Freebase converted stuff worked (turns out... really flipping well).
I feel like this stuff effects me differently because over the last year or so I have shared with quite a few people and while they were blown away they didn't seem as "OH MY FUCKING GOD! WHO AM I!?" blown away.

Has anyone else ever had this experience where you seem to break through with miniscule amounts? Have I crossed some sort of threshold that I wasn't even aware existed?

 

[MelCat]

I'm having the exact opposite effect right now.
No matter how much I smoke, I can't break through.

I got a vapor genie classic thinking that might help, but no matter how much I put in there, I can't seem to get anywhere.

I'd consider myself lucky if I could breakthrough with a minuscule amount.

 

[KwisatzHaderach]

I feel like this stuff effects me differently because over the last year or so I have shared with quite a few people and while they were blown away they didn't seem as "OH MY FUCKING GOD! WHO AM I!?" blown away.

It wasn't their time to open up yet. I don't think that has anything to do with you or your gift. No worries.

The spice is very curious to me because, while synchronicity can be present in the general sense of the experience, the experience is still wildly personal. The spice almost seems to choose when to allow a breakthrough and when to deny it. But I believe that the relationship is co-dependent: the spice only gives/takes as much as the user is willing to give/take. Consider yourself lucky. You are probably very open to the experience, the possibilities and the infinite; and thus the spice gives in plenty.

thankyou