So, first of all, I'm not sure how common it is but whenever I take LSA or LSH, my breathing becomes extremely superficial. LSH removes all of the bad sides of LSA, except this one. It feels like non-breathing is the normal state, and everytime I want to inhale or exhale, I need to mentally run a long corridor to get to the control center of my body and press the inhale/exhale button and then run back, on every single breath. And if I just stop running there, the longer I'm without breath the better it feels, and things start to get really visual. In that state I can easily have like 1 minute pauses between breaths (checked with a clock).
Normally that's fine, I don't really have a problem with all the mental running, but here's the newly discovered problem: At the peak of my last few LSH experiences things have gotten kinda hyperspatial and my consciousness has been wanting to separate from my body, with huge vibrations and sounds as if a colossally huge spaceship is being dragged across a metal surface.. You can't mistake the feeling. And I've had to really fight back to not let this happen, because I'm scared that I won't be able to consciously press the breathing button anymore if I separate from my body.
So what I'm asking is, does your automation take over if you're not in your body anymore, or is there a real danger of stopping breathing? I guess the only way anyone can answer that is if they have the same problem but they've successfully separated and returned.. But also other thoughts are welcome.. thanks.
Normally that's fine, I don't really have a problem with all the mental running, but here's the newly discovered problem: At the peak of my last few LSH experiences things have gotten kinda hyperspatial and my consciousness has been wanting to separate from my body, with huge vibrations and sounds as if a colossally huge spaceship is being dragged across a metal surface.. You can't mistake the feeling. And I've had to really fight back to not let this happen, because I'm scared that I won't be able to consciously press the breathing button anymore if I separate from my body.
So what I'm asking is, does your automation take over if you're not in your body anymore, or is there a real danger of stopping breathing? I guess the only way anyone can answer that is if they have the same problem but they've successfully separated and returned.. But also other thoughts are welcome.. thanks.