Thanks again everyone. There was no doubt in my mind that everyone would be so welcoming & loving (then again, I have been lurking around these parts for awhile now)!

Though, I must correct you... I'm a sister instead of a brother  :d

Endlessness - I am definitely thinking when the time comes, oral dmt will be the way to go at first. I have tried psychedelics before... specifically mushrooms & lsd. Mushrooms first and more so, and it took 1 experience not having a clear head to realize the power and the way pysche's need to be used. Overall, I had some pretty scary, amazing, profound experiences from both. My few lsd trips left my brain just a little bit scrambled, in a permanent way, but I guess that most everyone feels that way? I don't think I will ever use them again, though (well, mushrooms maybe).