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Rising Star
Well, I've been lurking now for a few days so I thought it was about time to introduce myself to the community.
I'm a male in my late 20s, but I first got interested in DMT when I was around 16 years old. I looked into an extraction back then but the process was much more complex then it is now, and the product never came out looking as clean. I figured when it was my time to try the spice it would find me.
I spent the next 10 years trying a lot of different substances. I've done more then my fair share of psychedelics -- from LSD to DPT to 5-MeO-DMT to psilocybin and and more then a dozen others. I never came across DMT though and it kind of faded from my mind.
My mother died a few years ago, and at the time she died I hadn't seen her in nearly a year. It put an incredible amount of stress on me, and I managed to pick up an addiction to both benzodiazepines and opiates. I did a lot of things I'm not proud of. I ended up moving across the country because I felt I couldn't stop using in the surroundings I was in.
Long story short, I ended up moving and kicking the habit. I went cold turkey, and had 2 seizures. I've managed to stay clean since then, almost a year now. I never fully integrated back into a social life, between the move to a new place and the kick I just didn't feel the need to be social again yet. My personality changed entirely.
I was going through some of my old things I had never unpacked, and came across Straussman's book, which I hadn't read in years. Suddenly DMT was back on my mind again.
I'm comfortable living without drugs for the most part, but I remembered how much I always wanted to try DMT. I realize I still have a lot of personal work to do, and I'd like to address a few issues with myself. Some of these things are my past addiction and how it has made me extremely introverted, my mothers death that I was medicating to avoid addressing, and my spirituality.
I spent pretty much the entirety of past week reading all the information I could about DMT. I've already acquired everything for the extraction, and I'm probably going to start this weekend. I'm not in a hurry, I've waited over a decade already
I realized with all the time I had spent reading this site, I should probably go ahead and introduce myself. I apologize that my writing is far from eloquent!
Not quite sure what else to say at the moment, so I will go ahead and end this for now.
Thanks for reading
I'm a male in my late 20s, but I first got interested in DMT when I was around 16 years old. I looked into an extraction back then but the process was much more complex then it is now, and the product never came out looking as clean. I figured when it was my time to try the spice it would find me.
I spent the next 10 years trying a lot of different substances. I've done more then my fair share of psychedelics -- from LSD to DPT to 5-MeO-DMT to psilocybin and and more then a dozen others. I never came across DMT though and it kind of faded from my mind.
My mother died a few years ago, and at the time she died I hadn't seen her in nearly a year. It put an incredible amount of stress on me, and I managed to pick up an addiction to both benzodiazepines and opiates. I did a lot of things I'm not proud of. I ended up moving across the country because I felt I couldn't stop using in the surroundings I was in.
Long story short, I ended up moving and kicking the habit. I went cold turkey, and had 2 seizures. I've managed to stay clean since then, almost a year now. I never fully integrated back into a social life, between the move to a new place and the kick I just didn't feel the need to be social again yet. My personality changed entirely.
I was going through some of my old things I had never unpacked, and came across Straussman's book, which I hadn't read in years. Suddenly DMT was back on my mind again.
I'm comfortable living without drugs for the most part, but I remembered how much I always wanted to try DMT. I realize I still have a lot of personal work to do, and I'd like to address a few issues with myself. Some of these things are my past addiction and how it has made me extremely introverted, my mothers death that I was medicating to avoid addressing, and my spirituality.
I spent pretty much the entirety of past week reading all the information I could about DMT. I've already acquired everything for the extraction, and I'm probably going to start this weekend. I'm not in a hurry, I've waited over a decade already
I realized with all the time I had spent reading this site, I should probably go ahead and introduce myself. I apologize that my writing is far from eloquent!
Not quite sure what else to say at the moment, so I will go ahead and end this for now.
Thanks for reading
