kristian
Rising Star
i felt as if i was lead here by some guiding spirits. before my encounter with this site i had never been able to share the experiences of this experience we call life and the thoughts we process and associate it with. i just tried salvia about 30 minutes ago and it was enjoyable. it wasn't my first time for i've tried a variety of substances and am set to say the natural beauties are those for me. my trips have twisted my thoughts about what is happening but it is nice to know i am not alone and can share my thoughts in agreeable manner among whom ever chooses to read my posts. an idea behind the process of death is that we never actually die, but trip into a new life and the people we create experience the same process in an ever expanding network of energy. what is life about if we are just another spirit absorbing the matters of everything else to survive. i feel depressed sometimes as i have trouble processing everything that introduces itself from my subconscious to my conscious mind to review and analyze. but other times i feel so happy to experience this trip and grow older and learn many new things that i haven't before. i got accepted to uc santa cruz and plan to attend there. the major i signed up for was political science and my backup was environmental engineering. though it might change in my years to come. i hope the best for everything in your life as well. the world is a lovely place with lovely people, you just have to find them and realize they were meant to be there for a reason. goodnight my fellow beings.