misterfractal55834
Rising Star
Hello everyone and here's my story. (All details are completely fictional)
Just gonna start right off. So I've always been a big fan of psychedelics. Especially heavy doses :twisted: . Anyways after a few years of using mostly cannabis and LSD, I started using opiates, and boy did I love them. I started off using oxycontin daily and then moved on to sniffing heroine and the eventually IV. Addiction is not cool in anyway. After about a year or so I lost my best friend to a heroine overdose. This was too much to handle. I showed up at my parents house a week after his funeral and told them everything. They got me into treatment and eventually on suboxone. I've stayed clean for over a couple years now and plan on staying that way. Ever since all this my life has felt very empty. I have good friends and family but continued to just be depressed and push away from the people who love me.
I'm the type of person who doesn't stop thinking. Sometimes I wish I was a thoughtless idiot so that I wouldn't have to deal with thinking so much. Psychedelics have always brought me clarity to the endless information my brain processes. I had never tried spice before and was very curious after a friend told me about it. I researched about ayahuasca and its effects and such but never took the time to experiment. Finally after years I get a phone call saying there's spice in town(Oooh baby). When I first smoked it, I did not like it. I knew how fast the onset was, but one can't imagine that fast of a change in reality unless experienced first hand. Everything vibrated so fast and I was about to give it up all together. Then I started researching oral spice. Even though I disliked the smoked experienced something intrigued me to try it orally.
I'm not going to go into the experience. I have a topic about it in First step's in hyperspace called Holding hands with god...(also a fictional story). I'm still very new to all this but after that experience I have to experiment further and see where these events will bring me. Spice washed away all the negativity that I had built up over the years. I feel like a kid in a candy story when I'm surfing the nexus. Spice is truly a divine gift. I've only had one pharma journey but in those few hours I feel I've gained so much purpose.
Thanks and see ya around!
Just gonna start right off. So I've always been a big fan of psychedelics. Especially heavy doses :twisted: . Anyways after a few years of using mostly cannabis and LSD, I started using opiates, and boy did I love them. I started off using oxycontin daily and then moved on to sniffing heroine and the eventually IV. Addiction is not cool in anyway. After about a year or so I lost my best friend to a heroine overdose. This was too much to handle. I showed up at my parents house a week after his funeral and told them everything. They got me into treatment and eventually on suboxone. I've stayed clean for over a couple years now and plan on staying that way. Ever since all this my life has felt very empty. I have good friends and family but continued to just be depressed and push away from the people who love me.
I'm the type of person who doesn't stop thinking. Sometimes I wish I was a thoughtless idiot so that I wouldn't have to deal with thinking so much. Psychedelics have always brought me clarity to the endless information my brain processes. I had never tried spice before and was very curious after a friend told me about it. I researched about ayahuasca and its effects and such but never took the time to experiment. Finally after years I get a phone call saying there's spice in town(Oooh baby). When I first smoked it, I did not like it. I knew how fast the onset was, but one can't imagine that fast of a change in reality unless experienced first hand. Everything vibrated so fast and I was about to give it up all together. Then I started researching oral spice. Even though I disliked the smoked experienced something intrigued me to try it orally.
I'm not going to go into the experience. I have a topic about it in First step's in hyperspace called Holding hands with god...(also a fictional story). I'm still very new to all this but after that experience I have to experiment further and see where these events will bring me. Spice washed away all the negativity that I had built up over the years. I feel like a kid in a candy story when I'm surfing the nexus. Spice is truly a divine gift. I've only had one pharma journey but in those few hours I feel I've gained so much purpose.
Thanks and see ya around!
