Hey guys... Sorry I have been... Well disconnected from the world ever since the last post... I'm sorry
I'm back and I want to post my First Salvia Trip "report thing" since I didn't have time before the Disconnection... It's like the Matrix in my head...
Before I post I want to make sure that it's okay if i posted it here?? Since the other treads are still locked for me?
Thanks
MJ
>> EDIT: I think I'll post it here anyway, if it's inappropriate please help me move it <<
<Bare with me, it's written long ago>
Strike one, no luck... strike two... If I had a realistic description to even try to mold some sort of word for the intertwining patterns, lines, shapes and random generated thoughts, mending the scene with true words for a constant belief as if nothing around you should even be called real, I would have done so...
But instead I'll use what ever I could to describe something so real, something that I will never forget, some place I would wish to resolve my immerse need to for fill my addiction to the inner mind.
A psychedelics experience...
Salvia D 20x Extract
Amounts:
pinkie nail = 4
hit 1 = 1/4 I think of this as the loading hit
hit 2 = 2/4 The introduction
hit 3 = 2.5/4 The trip
So to start off, I received my Salvia the morning via express delivery... Nice
Perfect day I say, although I had some minor worry inside my veins. Since I had no idea what to expect, I constantly imagined something like 'acid' but then again reading all the articles about Salvia and watching loads and loads of YouTube clip's, I realized that this will obviously be more than just the usual psychedelic trip I have done. Have to mention that on some very popular sites I read that people actually compare Salvia with DmT which obviously made me like...
hmmm... Okay... What the hell...
Anyway so I got my gear, sweet-ass little bong I made (Brought me hours and hours of total awesomeness)
and some icy water and a normal lighter (yes I know about the torch lighter...).
So finally I sat my ass down on a blanket on the floor, with a pillow close by
also in the background I had always awesome M&M's music on, -The Flower of Life- (
). Finally I got to the point where you kinda start to worry and shiver a little, all because of total excitement... Yea you know it...
# Hit 1
I added the leaves, no idea how much to add at first so I went easy, like I said ^ hit 1. Took it, kept the flame on it while taking the drag, held the smoke counted till 30+ and slowly exhaled, now at this moment I started reviewing clips I saw, things I noticed people do, say well anything that looked strange. Plus I looked for some effects similar to 'acid' moving lines, blurriness etc.
One minute went by, two maybe... I started feeling funny, and I kinda, Got a placebo effect that your mind create... So at this moment I started thinking... Hmmm Maybe this batch is shit or this is totally shit, but before those got out of hand I gathered everything and remember that Salvia works different. You need to build it up slowly, and the more you smoke the less you need...
anyway on-wards....
# Hit 2
Interesting... I can taste something different this time, it's not so bad... hmmm it's kinda sweet... “I looked around the room, noticed nothing, nothing changed... “ I wonder what it takes to actually break through... WAIT, WTF I forgot to exhale, WOW all this time...
By the time I noticed I haven't exhaled yet, I was so messed up. Nothing looked real, I kinda forgot that I smoked but not totally since I new that I smoked but for some reason it was nothing important because the whole fking world and everything within it had it's own mirror image, while being torn apart as if the gravity focus was behind me, like my head felt heavy on the back side?? Strange yea I know!... I couldn't speak, well I could but it was somewhat difficult since the whole place moved upwards since gravity was focused behind me, it looked as if i kept moving my head up and down on the z axis(y other wise, depending on how you look at it...).
It looked like layers being folded away upwards, like a strobe effect in slow-mo... Then everything shifted, from my back towards the front waves started riding on the carpet, like on the same height as head, since I sat down on the floor, so imagine sitting and around you these waves come out of fking nowhere and they change height according to the beats and tempo generated by the awesome music. Yea music is TOTALLY KEY with Salvia really ! Believe me don't put shit on... put something that's all ready trippy by itself but not the trippy kind that would scare you too death... If you listen to M&M's you would see what I mean... (Edit (5 oct 2012- Something like Voice in your head, or flower of life, or iDream, even the SILÊNCIO - Ayahuasca Revisited (Second Act) all of them, I'd say you better listen to them first so that you know what you have)
Anyway so after that for about 4mins or so I guess.. Sure felt like 20mins+ I started sobering up, the waves went away.... “Everything is a wave...”
After that, I guess to be honest, speechless... My mind were so busy trying to analyze the trip and trying to make sense of wtf just happened and how awesome it was. First thought after, FK yea I wanne go again Please!!
# Hit 3
The Trip...
At this point I forgot about stressing, I mean I had one good trip already so confidence is Key now. So I stacked my little baby and got ready since I Set my MIND so that I would enjoy this trip and that it will be better than the one I had before it, not that the previous one was bad... Anyway so of course I added a little more Salvia this time, got ready and ripped a big one... I had trouble keeping it in but I did. By the time I put the bong down, I didn't even notice that I was gone already, and yet again I forgot to exhale only like 45+ seconds later I exhaled, btw that may not sound like much but believe me time means nothing when Salvia takes your hand... So finally I realized I'm on it, but also like before for some reason I kinda forgot that I smoked, it's almost like a dream you don't always remember the first part of the dream. So I found myself laying on my back facing the ceiling which weirdly changed into some portal look alike vision thing, it's hard to explain... But anyway, so I could see into this portal thing, it's like a opening between realms like a small window, I remember saying “Look the people, the cars, the Music... it's 1940's something” I kept repeating it... for some time, and oh I also said once 1944, I remember seeing a bonnet of an old car, and like a street with plenty of people standing on both sides just waving, no idea what they waved at but sure was kinda sad, also I noticed the music that was playing(this reality) and it had a major effect on what I experience because the music was so deep so meaning full with a touch of sadness, more like you appreciate the moment kinda music. A point where you realize what life really means to you and that everything in it is so extraordinary. (Btw I don't know if it had any anything to do with the War?? - It's been so long since I watched any war movies, or anything related to it... Maybe something about me, the inner me, and somehow my mind used that to tell me about it, strange...)
Other than the people, the portal “window” and the music in and between “here” and “there”, I felt that I had to do something, I felt at some stages that I needed to tell my “sitter” that we have to go now, come let's go, but I constantly checked and realized that something is wrong that this world(physical) was still somehow a bit more dominant over my “inner world”. Yet again I felt as if I were there with the people, I remember asking/telling the “sitter” I was there? Was I!? Not in a crazy way I mean I know I was tripping on Salvia but man... That sure felt so so real, actually I wished I could have stayed there....
Finally after about 5-8mins I guess... My trip descended and I began to withdraw from that world, which left me with a hint of sadness and a lot of confusion and questions, too what I saw and experienced...
Note: Not once did I go out of control, I guess that's the MINDSET and SETTING... And just to say the sitters may and may not always have influence but they sure can fk it up, with me lucky my sitter was chilled, but surly I would go without the sitter, since I felt kinda rushed...
By far the best experience I ever had and I would recommend it too every one, with Confidence, a good mindset and good music and of coarse happiness. It's life changing... And of coarse don't over do it like most on YouTube take it easy take it slow, respect the Salvia.
I will smoke again the weekend this time, I would like to break though further... “Would write that shit down”
Thanks
MJ
