Hi Nexians,

Thank you for your intereset in this post.

Thank you i tried to read it, but i didn't succeeded to finish it. It's small but hard to read.

I liked some piece of this book, but i don't share some PoV of the Dr. Freud.

The few i read, it was interesting (40 page read).

I've spoken some years ago with a tribe chief, and he asked me how it works (not in details) the hierarchy in the clan, the belief in they're totem.

Freud nice quoted that the tribe totem was hereditary, all the clan (understanding the name) honor the totem all there life. never hit him or misrespect it.

ÅikyǬ, Mister_Niles, strtman, downwardsfromzero, dragonrider, thanks for your stories.

I've read what you said, and waited a bit before answering.

I tried DMT few days ago, i had the totem's question in my head, but not in the top.

During th experience, i recognized a bird (like an owl with  big round eyes) (that i saw one time but didn't remember before seeing him once again).

He started to come to me and he ask me question (i had on my eyes an cloth for nice dark ambience) : Why do you hide you eyes behind this, you want to see colors, just ask it and look !

he took me under his wings and showed me very nice color and patterns.

I believe i saw my totem.

I did some research, and in Celtic, native American Zodiac, it's accorded that my birth totem is a bird (owl ).

I'll try to see in future experience with simple Freebase DMT if i can saw him.

I will try later to "ground up" the experience with harmala, but for the moment, i prefer doing a bit more around freebase, to approach my limits, and why not dealing with breaktrough.

Cheers Nexians