tobecomeone00
Rising Star
Hey guys, I'm writing this because of the need for awareness of very real possibilities of exchanging energies with people while under the influence of Dmt. I'm sure lots of you practice caution, I just figured the topic could use a resurrection for today...
A couple of days ago, a fellow psychonaut came over to my house, and brought a friend who had never journeyed. Both smart and good people. I was going to give this kid the experience, only for the fact that the cirumstances were very peculiar/meant to be ish. I won't go into detail with that. I talked to the guy for roughly an hour, and was surprised to hear he was pretty well-versed in spiritual thought. This definitely alleiviated a bit of my anxiety, and I decided to proceed. The session went woderful, the guy came out in tears and admitted it was nothing close to what he expected. He claimed to have been "cleaned and re-born"! And this is wonderful and all, if only I would have considered where all that dirt and negtivity would end up....this is where things get strange....:evil:
The next day, I proceeded to journey. I felt the "Call", beckoning me from the corners of my mind, the invisible wanting to merge with the material, and I accepted....I set up my usual ritual spot, had everything except some smudging sage (wish i would've had some), so I blessed the room with lemongrass inscence...Not sure if this works, but it was all that I had up my sleeve as far as herbal allies, unless you consider copious amounts of marijuana...8) ...Well, upon exhalation, the beginning of this journey was soaked in amazingly good thoughts, I was even surprised at how blissful it was...I could feel myself rising into hyperspace, it was JUST like falling into the arms of a loved one, and allowing them to decide for you...Well, as soon as I opened my eyes in hyperspace, I was met with a twistingly decayed landscape, the whole 'dmt-room' was riddled with muddled negative energies...If only I could explain in writing the magnitude of surprise and disappointment I experienced upon seeing this...
Literally out of nowhere, I felt something take control of my body, straight up possessing me, forcing me to stand up in MID FREEBASS TRANCE...It seemed to grab me from the inside of my throat, squeezing so tightly, it dragged me across the room, dragged me outside and threw me down into a chair...HOLY SHIT...I sat for a couple of minutes in complete shock and awe, not understanding what the f*** just happened...I could barely swallow, the area where my throat had been grabbed was swollen and I could feel something trapped in my throat, something foul....I looked past the sliding glass door, back into my room, and saw what I could only explain as evil energy...dark stuff, man...The color was of most significance, almost like black/red/yellow sands mashed together..It was no color I've ever seen, but it gave of the vibes of violence and hostility...These beings of dark information, I could see them inside my room, coiling like snakes that have, or are preparing to strike..Dancing back and forth, beckoning, challenging....
Within a few moments of sitting outside and coming back to baseline, I realized where these things had come from...After giving this kid the healing experience of Dmt, the parasites were stripped from their host, and they were PISSED...it'd be like someone you don't even know, coming and kicking you out of your pad...Hell, I'd be pissed too, but these things were hideous..It was obvious they only exist for their own purpose, and out of fear that they may continue their bodily possession, I amazingly decided to dose again and confront them. (I am normally vehemently against double-dosing within the same hour, but something felt different this time).
I took another cloud of Dmt smoke, and fell back into the trance...within this trance, I could see the entities from the out of the corners of my eyes, and upon seeing them, I realized I had NO PLAN...F*** me, I hadn't even thought of what I was actually going to do when confronted with these things...So, in the heat of the hyperspace moment, I did the only thing I could think of (As John lennon said, "say the word, and you will be free") I began to say the word "LOVE" over and over and over again...At first I wondered how the hell this word was going to deviate the entity's intentions, but I continued nonetheless, and things got even stranger than before...
As I kept saying love love love, I noticed the colors of energy in my room were drastically changing from cloudy shit green to a pinkish/blue hue, almost like a cotton candy jellyfish, right before my eyes, starting from the sounds coming from deep in my throat (that's what she said)...I kept speaking, and before I knew it, I was not even saying the word love anymore, but making sounds and breathing out breaths laced with INTENTION OF LOVE...This happened without even thinking of it, but as it happened, it just MADE SENSE...I wonder if this is along the lines of what nexus members mean by "speaking in tongues"...if so, that's awesome...I continued until the room was empty and a pure blue/white...I proceeded to come back to baseline, successfully exorcised, and about to have a fantastic day.
The reason I posted this report, is because I am 99% sure these energies/dark entities came from the newbie I dosed with Dmt...Always be aware, yes you are cleaning someone of the toxins that have built up over a lifetime, and yes this is one of the most noble acts that can be performed in my opinion, but how the hell can you know what these people carry under their skin? Shaking these energies out of a person is like shaking a snake out of its den...Risky and very possibly dangerous. I was literally bodily-possessed and semi-strangled by these things (it was very reminiscent to a sleep-paralysis episode I had when I was withdrawing from methadone and crack about 4 yrs ago). It is the first time I have been assaulted by an entity while on DMT..
So to cap this post off, Always smudge! Always Bless your area of ritual! Be prepared for anything! Yes, all is Love, but Love is Evil too. To deny the evil in ourselves is as much of a 'sin' as denying out eternal nature of being. This evil must be respected, but kept at a distance. These evil energies go into our daily stew just as the love energies too. The perfect balance is what we seek. Thanks for reading, and take care! :d
A couple of days ago, a fellow psychonaut came over to my house, and brought a friend who had never journeyed. Both smart and good people. I was going to give this kid the experience, only for the fact that the cirumstances were very peculiar/meant to be ish. I won't go into detail with that. I talked to the guy for roughly an hour, and was surprised to hear he was pretty well-versed in spiritual thought. This definitely alleiviated a bit of my anxiety, and I decided to proceed. The session went woderful, the guy came out in tears and admitted it was nothing close to what he expected. He claimed to have been "cleaned and re-born"! And this is wonderful and all, if only I would have considered where all that dirt and negtivity would end up....this is where things get strange....:evil:
The next day, I proceeded to journey. I felt the "Call", beckoning me from the corners of my mind, the invisible wanting to merge with the material, and I accepted....I set up my usual ritual spot, had everything except some smudging sage (wish i would've had some), so I blessed the room with lemongrass inscence...Not sure if this works, but it was all that I had up my sleeve as far as herbal allies, unless you consider copious amounts of marijuana...8) ...Well, upon exhalation, the beginning of this journey was soaked in amazingly good thoughts, I was even surprised at how blissful it was...I could feel myself rising into hyperspace, it was JUST like falling into the arms of a loved one, and allowing them to decide for you...Well, as soon as I opened my eyes in hyperspace, I was met with a twistingly decayed landscape, the whole 'dmt-room' was riddled with muddled negative energies...If only I could explain in writing the magnitude of surprise and disappointment I experienced upon seeing this...
Literally out of nowhere, I felt something take control of my body, straight up possessing me, forcing me to stand up in MID FREEBASS TRANCE...It seemed to grab me from the inside of my throat, squeezing so tightly, it dragged me across the room, dragged me outside and threw me down into a chair...HOLY SHIT...I sat for a couple of minutes in complete shock and awe, not understanding what the f*** just happened...I could barely swallow, the area where my throat had been grabbed was swollen and I could feel something trapped in my throat, something foul....I looked past the sliding glass door, back into my room, and saw what I could only explain as evil energy...dark stuff, man...The color was of most significance, almost like black/red/yellow sands mashed together..It was no color I've ever seen, but it gave of the vibes of violence and hostility...These beings of dark information, I could see them inside my room, coiling like snakes that have, or are preparing to strike..Dancing back and forth, beckoning, challenging....
Within a few moments of sitting outside and coming back to baseline, I realized where these things had come from...After giving this kid the healing experience of Dmt, the parasites were stripped from their host, and they were PISSED...it'd be like someone you don't even know, coming and kicking you out of your pad...Hell, I'd be pissed too, but these things were hideous..It was obvious they only exist for their own purpose, and out of fear that they may continue their bodily possession, I amazingly decided to dose again and confront them. (I am normally vehemently against double-dosing within the same hour, but something felt different this time).
I took another cloud of Dmt smoke, and fell back into the trance...within this trance, I could see the entities from the out of the corners of my eyes, and upon seeing them, I realized I had NO PLAN...F*** me, I hadn't even thought of what I was actually going to do when confronted with these things...So, in the heat of the hyperspace moment, I did the only thing I could think of (As John lennon said, "say the word, and you will be free") I began to say the word "LOVE" over and over and over again...At first I wondered how the hell this word was going to deviate the entity's intentions, but I continued nonetheless, and things got even stranger than before...
As I kept saying love love love, I noticed the colors of energy in my room were drastically changing from cloudy shit green to a pinkish/blue hue, almost like a cotton candy jellyfish, right before my eyes, starting from the sounds coming from deep in my throat (that's what she said)...I kept speaking, and before I knew it, I was not even saying the word love anymore, but making sounds and breathing out breaths laced with INTENTION OF LOVE...This happened without even thinking of it, but as it happened, it just MADE SENSE...I wonder if this is along the lines of what nexus members mean by "speaking in tongues"...if so, that's awesome...I continued until the room was empty and a pure blue/white...I proceeded to come back to baseline, successfully exorcised, and about to have a fantastic day.
The reason I posted this report, is because I am 99% sure these energies/dark entities came from the newbie I dosed with Dmt...Always be aware, yes you are cleaning someone of the toxins that have built up over a lifetime, and yes this is one of the most noble acts that can be performed in my opinion, but how the hell can you know what these people carry under their skin? Shaking these energies out of a person is like shaking a snake out of its den...Risky and very possibly dangerous. I was literally bodily-possessed and semi-strangled by these things (it was very reminiscent to a sleep-paralysis episode I had when I was withdrawing from methadone and crack about 4 yrs ago). It is the first time I have been assaulted by an entity while on DMT..
So to cap this post off, Always smudge! Always Bless your area of ritual! Be prepared for anything! Yes, all is Love, but Love is Evil too. To deny the evil in ourselves is as much of a 'sin' as denying out eternal nature of being. This evil must be respected, but kept at a distance. These evil energies go into our daily stew just as the love energies too. The perfect balance is what we seek. Thanks for reading, and take care! :d
