I've been having trouble breaking through, so I decided to lay off both weed and spice for about 5 days. SWIM came across some spice from somebody else and offered it to me. For the past couple months I've been making my own spice, and since I've started I haven't tried anyone else's. Anyway, with all the trouble breaking through, I loaded up a hefty helping of 50mg. Usually I only use 20-30mg. In retrospect I definitely should have started small with a batch that I've never tried before. Anyway, I take two very large rips from the GVG (holding each in for as long as possible obviously), and the only way I can possibly describe what happened next was like somebody hit an alarm. Everything in the room was super excited. I remember looking at the television set (which was off) and it was like it had spikes all over. Everything in the room was moving closer to me. I became nauseous and thought I was gonna puke, but it passed. Once the intensity of the whole experience had diminished, the whole room was waaay screwed up --- walls where they're not supposed to be and what not. My arms looked and felt like puddy. I could literally see and feel my fingers dripping. It was very flooring, and I felt if I could have let go, I could have broken through, but my ego was struggling with all its might to keep itself and my body along with it intact.
