holysatan
Rising Star
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:
(physical condition) Set: Played Badminton from 8:30PM to 10:00PM, came home took shower and relaxed till 11:30PM
Setting (location): My living room. Lights turned off. Semi-classical hindi song playing with The Dark Side of the Moon in the queue to follow it right after.
time of day: 11:55 PM
recent drug use: Last weekend a mild dose of mescaline from - 16" San Pedro tea (Report coming soon, with report from the next batch after SWIM does an extraction to get rid of the nausea and to measure an accurate dose), around 400-500 micro-grams of LSD 2 months ago.
last meal: 12:30 PM (11 hours before take off), Cheese pizza bagel from Einstein Bros
PARTICIPANT
Gender: m
body weight: 58.5
known sensitivities: none
history of use: second time (first time was a break through)
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Waxy (thick molasses consistency) spirit rolled into a ball with used (vaporized) grass.
Dose(s): 30 mg (approximately, as just a little bit was scraped from the glass tray, the naptha solution was dried on)
Method of administration: Vaporized (Arizer, used the whip) 3 consecutive hits + 1 hit after 10 minutes (around the first coming down)
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00
Duration: 25 minutes
First effects: With eyes closed, the perception of the whole world around including me, was like a crystal that was breathing, in - compression, out - expansion, and finally the crystal world shattered into piece. Much like, if you are blowing air into a balloon that fights back and shrinks and you still keep blowing until it explodes.
Peak: T=0:02 maybe
Took another hit at around T=0:12 when I felt like coming down.
Come down: T=0:25
Baseline: T=0:30
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Wasn't a breakthrough. After taking another hit at T=0:10, SWIM felt very overwhelmed and thought it was a mistake and wanted to come back. But very soon, he was just crawling like a reptile on the huge down comforter lying on the carpet. The fractals in his head which were very crazy and overwhelming, started dancing to Pink Floyd (On the run).
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 3
Implesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 4
The pleasantness and unpleasantness were not at the same time. The peak was overwhelming and a little unpleasant and SWIM wanted to get back, but soon it it mellowed out into a very pleasant calmness. Visuals weren't as intense as the last time (the only other time) SWIM took off. Well, then again, that was a breakthrough.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 2 ; feeling very light and filled with positive energy (Pink Floyd still playing in the room - Us and Them - showering him with music - not only his ears - but every iota of his body feels the music) ; still very much with him (T=1:30 as I type)
REPORT
Not right now, maybe some other time. I guess I messed up with the template and made it more qualitative than it should be. SWIM has had breakthrough before and this was definitely not one, nevertheless AWESOME. After the 4th hit (the hit taken at T=0:10) SWIM felt like he was still on this side of the membrane that divides the real from the hyperspace. He could touch the membrane but couldn't get past it to the OTHER side. That made him want to come back to reality, but only for a little bit and then it got a wee bit milder and much smoother. The fractals in his head started following the song in the background. He opened his eyes and turned on the light. On his TV there was a visualizer (space and earth that comes by default with the PS3). The clouds/other patterns were like snow flakes.
SWIM took a couple of pictures (at T=0:20, still not completely back to reality yet). SWIM after taking the hit during the first mellow down, SWIM had decided not to repeat it. The whip of the vaporizer looked like a snake that SWIM needed, but under control.
This image, neither a good quality picture, nor does it looks very symbolic now. But, when SWIM took the picture to him it felt very loud about his feelings about how it was inviting him to take another hit.
In the next image SWIM felt like making it into a coil, keeping it tamed, not with a string or a rubberband but with self-control (own hand). Again, I know, it might sound silly
(mind)Set:
(physical condition) Set: Played Badminton from 8:30PM to 10:00PM, came home took shower and relaxed till 11:30PM
Setting (location): My living room. Lights turned off. Semi-classical hindi song playing with The Dark Side of the Moon in the queue to follow it right after.
time of day: 11:55 PM
recent drug use: Last weekend a mild dose of mescaline from - 16" San Pedro tea (Report coming soon, with report from the next batch after SWIM does an extraction to get rid of the nausea and to measure an accurate dose), around 400-500 micro-grams of LSD 2 months ago.
last meal: 12:30 PM (11 hours before take off), Cheese pizza bagel from Einstein Bros
PARTICIPANT
Gender: m
body weight: 58.5
known sensitivities: none
history of use: second time (first time was a break through)
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Waxy (thick molasses consistency) spirit rolled into a ball with used (vaporized) grass.
Dose(s): 30 mg (approximately, as just a little bit was scraped from the glass tray, the naptha solution was dried on)
Method of administration: Vaporized (Arizer, used the whip) 3 consecutive hits + 1 hit after 10 minutes (around the first coming down)
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00
Duration: 25 minutes
First effects: With eyes closed, the perception of the whole world around including me, was like a crystal that was breathing, in - compression, out - expansion, and finally the crystal world shattered into piece. Much like, if you are blowing air into a balloon that fights back and shrinks and you still keep blowing until it explodes.
Peak: T=0:02 maybe
Took another hit at around T=0:12 when I felt like coming down.
Come down: T=0:25
Baseline: T=0:30
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Wasn't a breakthrough. After taking another hit at T=0:10, SWIM felt very overwhelmed and thought it was a mistake and wanted to come back. But very soon, he was just crawling like a reptile on the huge down comforter lying on the carpet. The fractals in his head which were very crazy and overwhelming, started dancing to Pink Floyd (On the run).
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 3
Implesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 4
The pleasantness and unpleasantness were not at the same time. The peak was overwhelming and a little unpleasant and SWIM wanted to get back, but soon it it mellowed out into a very pleasant calmness. Visuals weren't as intense as the last time (the only other time) SWIM took off. Well, then again, that was a breakthrough.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 2 ; feeling very light and filled with positive energy (Pink Floyd still playing in the room - Us and Them - showering him with music - not only his ears - but every iota of his body feels the music) ; still very much with him (T=1:30 as I type)
REPORT
Not right now, maybe some other time. I guess I messed up with the template and made it more qualitative than it should be. SWIM has had breakthrough before and this was definitely not one, nevertheless AWESOME. After the 4th hit (the hit taken at T=0:10) SWIM felt like he was still on this side of the membrane that divides the real from the hyperspace. He could touch the membrane but couldn't get past it to the OTHER side. That made him want to come back to reality, but only for a little bit and then it got a wee bit milder and much smoother. The fractals in his head started following the song in the background. He opened his eyes and turned on the light. On his TV there was a visualizer (space and earth that comes by default with the PS3). The clouds/other patterns were like snow flakes.
SWIM took a couple of pictures (at T=0:20, still not completely back to reality yet). SWIM after taking the hit during the first mellow down, SWIM had decided not to repeat it. The whip of the vaporizer looked like a snake that SWIM needed, but under control.
This image, neither a good quality picture, nor does it looks very symbolic now. But, when SWIM took the picture to him it felt very loud about his feelings about how it was inviting him to take another hit.
In the next image SWIM felt like making it into a coil, keeping it tamed, not with a string or a rubberband but with self-control (own hand). Again, I know, it might sound silly
