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Laserbuff

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Hello Nexus,

Introductions are always so difficult...

Why am I here?

From the first day that the spice was made known to me, I have been obsessed. Teetering through a few half failed extractions just to obtain a taste left me hungry for a breakthrough. Now, after my first successful extraction, I am at the moment of truth and I am fearful. The unknown is such a dark and ominous place. Before my first journey I wanted to have a place that I can share my thoughts without having to deal with others preconceived ideas of who I am.

What do I believe?

I am human. An animal that has morphed to god status. I live life attempting to see through the filters that our minds create and see truth. I am not a religious or spiritual person. I favor objective understanding rather than belief or faith. When it comes to natural vs synthetic I do not make a distinction. Instead I judge each tool in it's own light to make the decision whether or not to partake.

What are my past experiences?

I am fascinated by all mind altering substances to the point where reading about them is how most of my free time is spent. I never venture to far into the darkness because I am overbearingly fearful. This is something that I wish to overcome and something that interferes with my sober life. I would say that the mushroom is my ally, even though the experience is never peaceful or kind.
 
Welcome. You've come to the right place. I am fairly new here too. There are many that are very knowledgeable and willing to help you here.

When it comes to natural vs synthetic I do not make a distinction. Instead I judge each tool in it's own light to make the decision whether or not to partake.
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I agree with you 100% on this. They are tools. You can use them for good or for bad. I trust you will make the right choice.

I am fascinated by all mind altering substances to the point where reading about them is how most of my free time is spent. I never venture to far into the darkness because I am overbearingly fearful. This is something that I wish to overcome and something that interferes with my sober life. I would say that the mushroom is my ally, even though the experience is never peaceful or kind.
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I also spend alot of time researching mind altering substances. Consider it learning to properly use these tools. :) Just remember you have nothing to fear but fear itself. You control the trip.
 
Welcome home Laserbuff, if you want to share or gain knowledge about the awesome and odd :shock: you've come to the right place. Make yourself comfortable!
 
Thanks for the warm welcome guys.

Truthseek, I know that my next life lesson will be not to let the fear control me. I'm at that point where I can see the end result but cannot reach it.


I'm currently working on my changa. I plan to use rue freebase and DMT. I was thinking of using cannabis and lavender as the blend, maybe a drop of peppermint oil. What do you guys think?
 
I find cannabis dulls the experience somewhat for me, I dont imagine thats necessarily the case for everyone though seen as it can have such varying effects on people.
 
The only reason I am using it is as a base for my mixture. I have mint, cannabis, lavender and salvia. I'm not using the salvia.
 
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The only reason I am using it is as a base for my mixture. I have mint, cannabis, lavender and salvia. I'm not using the salvia.
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I use Salvia to sharpen the blades of my sink disposal 😉
 
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