I've seen death in many forms, and I was not afraid of dying at the time so that wasn't necessarily 'terrifying'. What made me scared was watching my loved ones despair over what had happened, and possibly the negativity it could've brought upon such a wonderful substance.

I should've added onto the end of that short experience report, that although it was harrowing, I learned a lot. It showed me exactly what I needed to work on in my life. And that was to not fear anything, to learn to let go, and most importantly to tell my loved ones how I feel spiritually, and what I think about these substances that open the hidden pathways.

My family knows how I feel now concerning the after-life and how these drugs I choose to do are related to it.

I'm able to get over my fears, they sneak up on me every now and then, but I'm able to tell myself to relax and get past it.

But I'm still working on the letting go part. Meditation helps a lot, but when I get to that point it's just as strong as any psychedelic I've taken, and I end up scaring myself back down into this dimension. I'm doing what I can to work on it though, one step at a time, that's all there is to it.

(And this is where the Tolle quote I have in my signature comes into play, the biggest thing I need to learn is to surrender. And it is also the main point behind what I try to teach people as well).

Peace, and Love.