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Hello,

My name is John and I have been in the military for about 20 years now. I have some anxiety and depression symptoms. I am an alcoholic been in recovery for over a year and half this time. I live out in Oahu and would like to try DMT. Not sure if the experience would be beneficial or not but worth a try I think. Looking for a little relief I had been on Duloxetine since I started this stint of sobriety (tapered off back in May). Any recommendations would be appreciated 🤙🏽
 
You are in one of the best places on earth for psychedelic use. There is quite a scene on the islands. Some people even grow ayahuasca there.
I think you just need to find the right folk, and it's better to do so locally. Otherwise, acacia is an invasive species where you live and is abundant in the region.
I would just find some established community that resonates with you. Luckily, there are a lot of them around you.

@JK1985 You're most likely a bot or fed, but still... My apologies, you seem to be real. Welcome then 🥳

🙏
 
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JK1985,

Welcome to the Nexus.

I'm sorry to read you have been suffering and of course psychedelics offer no guarantee.

What drew you to DMT? Do you have experience with any of the other longer lasting psychedelics?


I hope you find what you seek or at least find yourself on a more satisfying pathway in life. Again welcome.
 
Pandora said:
JK1985,

Welcome to the Nexus.

I'm sorry to read you have been suffering and of course psychedelics offer no guarantee.

What drew you to DMT? Do you have experience with any of the other longer lasting psychedelics?


I hope you find what you seek or at least find yourself on a more satisfying pathway in life. Again welcome.
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Pandora,

Thank you,

I wouldn’t say suffering but yeah not the best anyways. I know there is never a guarantee with anything.

I feel like my mind is an atrophy of some sort. My internal reasoning/thought is to jump start that sucker. I’ve taken shrooms multiple times through my life probably only 4 times at least that stuck with me. I’d probably even consider using them.

Yeah my path is uncertain for sure at the moment. Getting out the military (gonna miss the good paychecks but not the routine chaos). Gotta find a way to afford to stay where I’m at or move. My wife wants to move to Japan (we have 4 boys together, we lost another to Trisomy 18) I wouldn’t mind moving back to Japan but my marriage isn’t working out currently and we are sort of only riding it out until our children grow up.

Anyways thanks for helping getting my thread going Pandora 🤙🏽
 
Hello @JK1985 , welcome to the Nexus.

JK1985 said:
I feel like my mind is an atrophy of some sort. My internal reasoning/thought is to jump start that sucker
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I've personally found oral DMT+harmalas (in various forms) to be extremely helpful to clear my mind, my outlook of life, and bring me back to reality. Of course, there are no guarantees with psychedelics and every person is different, but it could be worth a shot. Given that you're taking duloxetine, if you were to pursue that route (with harmalas) you should check their interactions with SNRIs.
 
northape said:
You are in one of the best places on earth for psychedelic use. There is quite a scene on the islands. Some people even grow ayahuasca there.
I think you just need to find the right folk, and it's better to do so locally. Otherwise, acacia is an invasive species where you live and is abundant in the region.
I would just find some established community that resonates with you. Luckily, there are a lot of them around you.

@JK1985 You're most likely a bot or fed, but still... My apologies, you seem to be real. Welcome then 🥳

🙏
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Real for sure. Retiring military. 🤙🏽
 
blig-blug said:
Hello @JK1985 , welcome to the Nexus.


I've personally found oral DMT+harmalas (in various forms) to be extremely helpful to clear my mind, my outlook of life, and bring me back to reality. Of course, there are no guarantees with psychedelics and every person is different, but it could be worth a shot. Given that you're taking duloxetine, if you were to pursue that route (with harmalas) you should check their interactions with SNRIs.
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I tapered off back in May should be nearly back to whatever my body naturally produces.
 
JK1985 said:
How are they? Every time I used mushrooms I was in Michigan and they were pretty good. Some visuals, audibles and crazy perspective stuff like thinking I was super tiny
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Like I said in the beginning, everything grows around you. There are a few mushroom species available, and then acacia confusa is there for DMT teas or extractions.
I think there are people close by that can guide you in a sort of psychedelic therapy. I'd ask around if I were you.
Many old-timers would be willing to help ex-military in recovery, in my opinion. You just need the right connections.
All the Best 🙏
 
northape said:
You are in one of the best places on earth for psychedelic use. There is quite a scene on the islands. Some people even grow ayahuasca there.
I think you just need to find the right folk, and it's better to do so locally. Otherwise, acacia is an invasive species where you live and is abundant in the region.
I would just find some established community that resonates with you. Luckily, there are a lot of them around you.

@JK1985 You're most likely a bot or fed, but still... My apologies, you seem to be real. Welcome then 🥳

🙏
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No worries, and thank you. It’s tough to be turning 40 in a few weeks and starting my life over pretty much. Looking forward to be an average joe not being forced to abide by strict regulations and policies
 
Pandora said:
I feel you. 60 is on my horizon. My husband dropped dead last year and I had to start over and start my own small business. It's just starting to be successful. It's not easy doing these things without the advantages of help or youth, but it IS do-able. ❤️
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Well good luck, are you located in Hawaii or hiring 😅?
 
JK1985 said:
Hello,

My name is John and I have been in the military for about 20 years now. I have some anxiety and depression symptoms. I am an alcoholic been in recovery for over a year and half this time. I live out in Oahu and would like to try DMT. Not sure if the experience would be beneficial or not but worth a try I think. Looking for a little relief I had been on Duloxetine since I started this stint of sobriety (tapered off back in May). Any recommendations would be appreciated 🤙🏽
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Well I am a Marine with some of the same issues and found this community and its info life changing. My perspective on most things that caused me anxiety or sleepless nights has shifted by several orders of magnitude. I hope you can find some relief as I have.
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yatyas314 said:
Well I am a Marine with some of the same issues and found this community and its info life changing. My perspective on most things that caused me anxiety or sleepless nights has shifted by several orders of magnitude. I hope you can find some relief as I
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I hope so
 
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