Loosing Our Fear..? Loosing Our Pain?

[SomethingWild]

Greetings brothers and sisters,
,
Ill get straight to it if i may,
I purchased some Ayahuaska last summer, but still have not taken it & it sits in my cupboard..
i think to be perfectly honest i am afraid.. afraid of loosing my mind? or of loosing my pain and suffering?,
i am not really sure, but i do know that pain and suffering has kept me alive (Spiritual pain i speak of) these past couple of years, and i think that i am afraid that Ayahuaska will take it away from me,
yet I do so want to experience Ayahuaska, i have been thouroughly strengthening my ego this past year kind of like preparing my body for something..what exsactly i am not sure, something that is well beyond what the ego could ever comprehend.

I think DMT, Psilocybin, Ibogaine etc are just some of the things that proceeds to nudge us as we slumber..
and awake us from this dormancy the human being is currently experiencing at this moment in time.. but the cycle will! repeat once again.. valuable truths are their for us to receive which is our birth right,truths that are extremely Painfull as well as extremely Blissful it doesnt matter which path as it all leads to the same destination? and do you know valuable reader what destination that is...?

I feel that something draws near and do not feel alone in my thoughts... some kind of synchronicity is at play which i do not yet fully understand.. kind of like tumblers keep falling into place more and more each day disregarding it as mere coincidence,
something is approaching once again to us all on this earth / approaching to our solar system, from the universe..
and we must all be prepared, indolence is a big! expense, we must be ready or we shall perish yet again once the cycle repeats.

I believe Ayahuaska can help us take this form we inhabit, which is so rare to find,
and cross this vast ocean of suffering,
for we must! proceed to the Unfolding of the ultimate Plan. so may the plan work out and seal the door to where evil dwells.

..My goal is to take the Journey To The Stars, ( The Ultimate Ride )

Thank you if you have read this. i hope we can share.

 

[HermeticShaman]

If you're afraid, perhaps you should try an extraction of some mimosa and become familiar with the effects of DMT... I mean, Aya is a different ride and lasts substantially longer, but if you tried freebase DMT, you'd at least get a taste that wouldn't last too long (5 minutes, then a short half life). That would probably be as good a preparation as any.