RigelL
Rising Star
Hello to you all =)
I believe that the world of the master plants is one that does not serve foolishness, disrespect an disregard... The ones that abuse theese plants often don´t get anything from them but a slap in the face, a lession in humility and a "bad trip", if not in the literal sense at least they get a glympse of a world that their hearts and mind can´t perceive or they get off with only 1/10th of what they have to offer.
To me the plants speak to us ( not only while you are under their direct influence)... There is something inside your body that urges you to take action when the time comes and you are ready for them. For me this happened with cannabis, salvia and psilocibos, and now with Ayahuasca.
With the buds i have a love/hate relationship. I abused this wonderfull plant quite a lot, being a very heavy smoker for 5 years. I came out only feeling the mumbness and deep introspection she can provide but i felt none of the positive effects i was going for. So i stopped groing them (activity i really liked more then smoking) and just stopped at all with her as i feel that, at least with me, she is very "heavy" and a big potenciator of the ego.
The mushrooms are my little helpers =) They have shown me other dimensions here on hearth and made me take a good look into my soul and find a lot of forgotten capacities there.
Salvia i hear is a tricky lady and as refused to show any effects from the two times i tried (only leaf). Dose upgrade might help i´ll let u know in a few days
As for Ayahuasca... I have known about DMT and the brewing of Ayahuasca since at least 7 years ago, read a lot about it and always had the biggest respect for it, but i dunno why never felt the compulsion to go into them. Well that changed about one month ago, when i had one dream about alternate realities and oddely enough that dream was sort of narrated to me. I woke up feeling something was missing but didn´t knew what. The same day my best friend send me a preview of the DMT- The spirit molecule and the urge is here ever since. I spend most of my free time researching on it and in three weeks from now, when i get my vacation, will brew my own Aya and see for myself what he has to teach me. The reason for such a delay is that i really want to prepare myself very good for this experience and i wanna show him all the respect i devote him, also i really want my best friend to be my sitter on the ocasion .
So my plan is to make a diet for theese three weeks precieving the event, meanwhile i have already stopped my medication (metotraxato - wich i think it would be safe anyway but i want my body clean), then make my first cerimony, followed by one weak of dieta and ending with another ayahuasca cerimony. I think it is the propper way to introduce myself to the ayahuasca for what i hope will be a long and healthy relationship. If i can´t go all the way across the world to experience it as i should i might as well give it my best shot to demonstrate my intentions - inner groth and mind expantion =)
Thank you for reading and may the light be present in all your path
I believe that the world of the master plants is one that does not serve foolishness, disrespect an disregard... The ones that abuse theese plants often don´t get anything from them but a slap in the face, a lession in humility and a "bad trip", if not in the literal sense at least they get a glympse of a world that their hearts and mind can´t perceive or they get off with only 1/10th of what they have to offer.
To me the plants speak to us ( not only while you are under their direct influence)... There is something inside your body that urges you to take action when the time comes and you are ready for them. For me this happened with cannabis, salvia and psilocibos, and now with Ayahuasca.
With the buds i have a love/hate relationship. I abused this wonderfull plant quite a lot, being a very heavy smoker for 5 years. I came out only feeling the mumbness and deep introspection she can provide but i felt none of the positive effects i was going for. So i stopped groing them (activity i really liked more then smoking) and just stopped at all with her as i feel that, at least with me, she is very "heavy" and a big potenciator of the ego.
The mushrooms are my little helpers =) They have shown me other dimensions here on hearth and made me take a good look into my soul and find a lot of forgotten capacities there.
Salvia i hear is a tricky lady and as refused to show any effects from the two times i tried (only leaf). Dose upgrade might help i´ll let u know in a few days
As for Ayahuasca... I have known about DMT and the brewing of Ayahuasca since at least 7 years ago, read a lot about it and always had the biggest respect for it, but i dunno why never felt the compulsion to go into them. Well that changed about one month ago, when i had one dream about alternate realities and oddely enough that dream was sort of narrated to me. I woke up feeling something was missing but didn´t knew what. The same day my best friend send me a preview of the DMT- The spirit molecule and the urge is here ever since. I spend most of my free time researching on it and in three weeks from now, when i get my vacation, will brew my own Aya and see for myself what he has to teach me. The reason for such a delay is that i really want to prepare myself very good for this experience and i wanna show him all the respect i devote him, also i really want my best friend to be my sitter on the ocasion .
So my plan is to make a diet for theese three weeks precieving the event, meanwhile i have already stopped my medication (metotraxato - wich i think it would be safe anyway but i want my body clean), then make my first cerimony, followed by one weak of dieta and ending with another ayahuasca cerimony. I think it is the propper way to introduce myself to the ayahuasca for what i hope will be a long and healthy relationship. If i can´t go all the way across the world to experience it as i should i might as well give it my best shot to demonstrate my intentions - inner groth and mind expantion =)
Thank you for reading and may the light be present in all your path