Reflection
Healthy Body = Healthy Mind
- Merits
- 508
I have smoked so much low doses of DMT I got caught in a cycle but this experience changes everything. I have been scared of breaking through due to panicking on two separate lift offs. Since then I have just stuck with the low doses but as I said this has all changed for the better.
A lot of you will probably disagree with this but I was very drunk when I got home (fall over drunk) and decided to get my pipe and try some of my waxy goo. I loaded as much as I could into the pipe and let rip. I held the smoke in for as long as I could 20/30 secs but as I was holding it in the room was already bouncing around. I managed to lie down on the bed and BOOM I was off. Rather than the blast of at speed people talk of I sunk into the centre of my body and kept going deeper and deeper into the darkness. Everything was spinning real fast and I couldn’t see what was around me, there was a presence of mother nature, that’s what I called it at the time so I will use that phrasing. I felt completely warm and there was LARGE amounts of good energy rushing through my body as if she was massaging me in a weird way. The spinning slowed down and I managed to look around the room. What I saw was a temple like building as if I was in side a pyramid or Egyptian building, very sandy coloured walls but made of light the place felt very very old, there was green art or writing on the walls but it didn’t make any sense to me. There was also tall dark shadow people walking around, very similar to this sculpture. They didn’t have a presence they just seemed to be they’re doing not much. Not much else happened I am afraid to say or maybe I cant remember what else happened, i remember talking but cant remember who and why I was talking. I was then so gently taken back to this place (home) by mother nature, she so calmly put me back in my bed, like I was being born or put in a cradle and left again.......WOW. I have smoked so much low doses of DMT I got caught in a bad cycle but no more.
When I cam back I had this strong feeling like I was back in the game, the game of life. Everything around me looked like it was fuzzy and flickering like a TV set being tuned in, everything just felt fake in a way.
I cant believe I was so fearful of breaking through, OK this may be a small breakthrough and I am sure not all of them will be so gentle but I am happy I have lost my fear. Anyway I hope to write a new report soon once my freezer does it job.
A lot of you will probably disagree with this but I was very drunk when I got home (fall over drunk) and decided to get my pipe and try some of my waxy goo. I loaded as much as I could into the pipe and let rip. I held the smoke in for as long as I could 20/30 secs but as I was holding it in the room was already bouncing around. I managed to lie down on the bed and BOOM I was off. Rather than the blast of at speed people talk of I sunk into the centre of my body and kept going deeper and deeper into the darkness. Everything was spinning real fast and I couldn’t see what was around me, there was a presence of mother nature, that’s what I called it at the time so I will use that phrasing. I felt completely warm and there was LARGE amounts of good energy rushing through my body as if she was massaging me in a weird way. The spinning slowed down and I managed to look around the room. What I saw was a temple like building as if I was in side a pyramid or Egyptian building, very sandy coloured walls but made of light the place felt very very old, there was green art or writing on the walls but it didn’t make any sense to me. There was also tall dark shadow people walking around, very similar to this sculpture. They didn’t have a presence they just seemed to be they’re doing not much. Not much else happened I am afraid to say or maybe I cant remember what else happened, i remember talking but cant remember who and why I was talking. I was then so gently taken back to this place (home) by mother nature, she so calmly put me back in my bed, like I was being born or put in a cradle and left again.......WOW. I have smoked so much low doses of DMT I got caught in a bad cycle but no more.
When I cam back I had this strong feeling like I was back in the game, the game of life. Everything around me looked like it was fuzzy and flickering like a TV set being tuned in, everything just felt fake in a way.
I cant believe I was so fearful of breaking through, OK this may be a small breakthrough and I am sure not all of them will be so gentle but I am happy I have lost my fear. Anyway I hope to write a new report soon once my freezer does it job.
