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I have been using LSD off and on for 20 years or so.  After using it fairly regularly for the past 5 months I decided to take a break and experiment with DMT.  I had never used it until this time. I started out small and increased dosage and after a couple months had some breakthrough experiences.  After one particularly strong experience ,which was positive, I felt like I didn't need to go any further for now and put it away.


Yesterday I returned to LSD.  I took a +/- 300ug (The dose may not be 100% accurate the product is tested and definitely LSD). This came from the same batch I have been using all year. This dose is pretty standard for me though sometimes I go a bit higher.  I have always had pleasant experiences even though they can be very intense.  My set and setting were normal and my intentions good. 


This trip was the most intense psychedelic experience I have ever had.  I wanted to let go, flow down stream etc. but couldn't.  I was clutching to every peaceful part of my being just to keep from calling my wife home from work to take me to the ER.  I knew that with time this would ware off.  It took a looong time. Much longer than I remember any other trip taking. I dosed very early in the morning and did not return to reality until mid afternoon.  I was still tripping long into the night.   


I was on the brink of something and felt like I should let go but feared that I would never return.  So I fought it all the way.  I went for a bike ride, a jog, sat by the river, meditated.  The insanity would just creep in if I sat still for too long but looking back regret not letting go. 


I am wondering if the DMT use might have made me more sensitive to LSD?  The trip was sometimes just as intense as a DMT experience but way too long. I think I need to do some work in reality before returning to this world.  Some inner spiritual work.  There is something in there that I need to face and I think I should face it sober before returning.


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