MrLafiddy
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Hello everyone here in the Nexus. SWIM will preface his introduction by stating that he usually avoids posting on web forums due to the overwhelming amounts of negativity and general trolling. He has been lurking on the Nexus for just around a year and can say that this is one of the most accepting communities around. Could it be due to the one molecule that brought the community together? Who can say?
So a bit of SWIM’s background. SWIM has been using psychedelics since he was 18; now in his mid thirties. LSD was the first to be experimented with and countless trips have followed. A dozen or so shroom voyages were experienced as well as a single 2C-I and synthetic mescaline trip. Many other substances have been used throughout his life. SWIM conquered 2 forms of speed addiction "the bad and the worst". SWIM let a lot of poisonous people into his life during his 20’s which caused him to revaluate his social circles and choices in women. SWIM has learned from his mistakes and did not seek help in overcoming his addictions. SWIM is thankful for his past addictions as much was learned and personal strength was gained. He is now in a loving relationship, avoids poisonous people and chemicals… except nicotine… darn it.
Just about a year ago SWIM was laid off and has been searching for a new career path. In the past year more information has been integrated into his life than at any other time. SWIM had learned of DMT quite some time ago but never had a chance to experiment. Feelers were extended into the world to find some. SWIM had heard of Terrance McKenna via Bill Hicks’s “Gifts of Forgiveness” routine. Podcasts have been the main form of entertainment and enlightenment. The JRE and Psychedelic Salon have introduced SWIM to so many great minds it is almost unreal. Thanks to this medium he now is familiar with McKenna, the Shulgins, Pinchbeck, Lorenzo, Silva, Damer, Trussell, Stoloroff, Strassman and so many others.
Around 8 months ago as if by divine intervention SWIM got a hold of 1gr of DMT. SWIM was in the midst of lovely Molly session with his love and he received word that it was available. SWIM received it the next day and eagerly tried it with his love as a sitter. After 3 tokes a breakthrough was not achieved but the room was no longer the room that he was in. It was the most profound experience he had ever faced up to that point in his life. No other substance compared. The Nivek song he had playing became even more monotone and robotic then before and his love was made of crystal. His love then tried it and was equally moved. The batch was gone within 2 days.
SWIM was thankful he was not working as the integration process lasted around 2 weeks. All he could think of was that place he witnessed and the fact that there were further depths to reach. SWIM read every article, every trip report, and watched every documentary he could find. After scouring the net he found a place to receive some powdered MHRB “sadly that place no longer exists” and attempted Poorman’s TEK which produced a pitiful but functional yield. Breakthrough was successful.
SWIM then used NB’s STB TEK twice and achieved a 2.5% yield. Many experiences followed and detailed notes were taken on many of the voyages. SWIM has encountered many entities. Several reoccurring entities such as the Glass Man “who seems to be a gate keeper” and a female entity who is almost too alien to describe. SWIM has been touched; his mind probed by instruments, a creature made of eyes placed a glowing crystal in his temple, he was reduced to particles and flown through space, was offered a small child “to eat!” by a Peruvian looking couple, and on several occasions has become an “alien” himself to name just a few experiences.
SWIM thinks that these beings are “others” but is not so presumptuous to say exactly what they are. SWIM has shared his experiences with some of his family and friends. He is currently attempting to write a thesis on a possible connection with DMT and PTSD and has many experiences he would like to share with a true community. Much of this has been kept secret as many of SWIMs peers are no longer into the lifestyle. Most prefer alcohol and look down on anything else as destructive.
SWIM has recently become interested in experimenting with Changa and that is one more reason he wishes to join the Nexus. SWIM has combined DMT with LSD with spectacular results. SWIM and his love just had their first “heroic dose” of shrooms. He wished that experience to be pure and did not combo it but he was more than surprised to see that Mushroom entities and DMT “tykes” were one in the same. His prior Mushroom trips were never above 2.5gr and the others were not encountered.
SWIM apologizes if this intro essay is too lengthy but there was much that needed to be said. SWIM also noticed that many other essays did not include “SWIM” but he did feel that it was necessary since there were so many little tidbits. Thank you for reading as this is the first message that has been shared with another circle in quite some time.
So a bit of SWIM’s background. SWIM has been using psychedelics since he was 18; now in his mid thirties. LSD was the first to be experimented with and countless trips have followed. A dozen or so shroom voyages were experienced as well as a single 2C-I and synthetic mescaline trip. Many other substances have been used throughout his life. SWIM conquered 2 forms of speed addiction "the bad and the worst". SWIM let a lot of poisonous people into his life during his 20’s which caused him to revaluate his social circles and choices in women. SWIM has learned from his mistakes and did not seek help in overcoming his addictions. SWIM is thankful for his past addictions as much was learned and personal strength was gained. He is now in a loving relationship, avoids poisonous people and chemicals… except nicotine… darn it.
Just about a year ago SWIM was laid off and has been searching for a new career path. In the past year more information has been integrated into his life than at any other time. SWIM had learned of DMT quite some time ago but never had a chance to experiment. Feelers were extended into the world to find some. SWIM had heard of Terrance McKenna via Bill Hicks’s “Gifts of Forgiveness” routine. Podcasts have been the main form of entertainment and enlightenment. The JRE and Psychedelic Salon have introduced SWIM to so many great minds it is almost unreal. Thanks to this medium he now is familiar with McKenna, the Shulgins, Pinchbeck, Lorenzo, Silva, Damer, Trussell, Stoloroff, Strassman and so many others.
Around 8 months ago as if by divine intervention SWIM got a hold of 1gr of DMT. SWIM was in the midst of lovely Molly session with his love and he received word that it was available. SWIM received it the next day and eagerly tried it with his love as a sitter. After 3 tokes a breakthrough was not achieved but the room was no longer the room that he was in. It was the most profound experience he had ever faced up to that point in his life. No other substance compared. The Nivek song he had playing became even more monotone and robotic then before and his love was made of crystal. His love then tried it and was equally moved. The batch was gone within 2 days.
SWIM was thankful he was not working as the integration process lasted around 2 weeks. All he could think of was that place he witnessed and the fact that there were further depths to reach. SWIM read every article, every trip report, and watched every documentary he could find. After scouring the net he found a place to receive some powdered MHRB “sadly that place no longer exists” and attempted Poorman’s TEK which produced a pitiful but functional yield. Breakthrough was successful.
SWIM then used NB’s STB TEK twice and achieved a 2.5% yield. Many experiences followed and detailed notes were taken on many of the voyages. SWIM has encountered many entities. Several reoccurring entities such as the Glass Man “who seems to be a gate keeper” and a female entity who is almost too alien to describe. SWIM has been touched; his mind probed by instruments, a creature made of eyes placed a glowing crystal in his temple, he was reduced to particles and flown through space, was offered a small child “to eat!” by a Peruvian looking couple, and on several occasions has become an “alien” himself to name just a few experiences.
SWIM thinks that these beings are “others” but is not so presumptuous to say exactly what they are. SWIM has shared his experiences with some of his family and friends. He is currently attempting to write a thesis on a possible connection with DMT and PTSD and has many experiences he would like to share with a true community. Much of this has been kept secret as many of SWIMs peers are no longer into the lifestyle. Most prefer alcohol and look down on anything else as destructive.
SWIM has recently become interested in experimenting with Changa and that is one more reason he wishes to join the Nexus. SWIM has combined DMT with LSD with spectacular results. SWIM and his love just had their first “heroic dose” of shrooms. He wished that experience to be pure and did not combo it but he was more than surprised to see that Mushroom entities and DMT “tykes” were one in the same. His prior Mushroom trips were never above 2.5gr and the others were not encountered.
SWIM apologizes if this intro essay is too lengthy but there was much that needed to be said. SWIM also noticed that many other essays did not include “SWIM” but he did feel that it was necessary since there were so many little tidbits. Thank you for reading as this is the first message that has been shared with another circle in quite some time.
