So I had a moajor breakthough... Ill attempt to describe the best I can before I forget too much. So I loaded a huge bowl... And after two hits I was gone ... I hear/feel a crack, or tearing sensation... Instantly I'm experiencing the "entropy" of creation. A place thats very confusing and quick paced, operating in multiple (seemingly) dimensions and directions.. With profound speed of transformations. A very "industrial" sort of mechanized frenzy of creation. Its a sort of uncomfortable place to witness at first, but as I got used to it, I startd to get quite fascinated... I got the impession I was seeing the "true ultimate nature of Gods energy. Where I was had these pipes, sort of tree shaped "energy beam/pipes" which would then transform into a series of elf looking things walking in sync step pattern in multiple spectrums in layers of synchonity I cannot fully descibe. I was getting the sense that the sheer power of this plane was fundamental source energy which powers our world. But that our world was much more Ideal and we need to realize how LUCKY we are to have stability and not organized chaos uncessing.
I was near panicked for about the first 5 mins... and then I felt a thought kind of tell me " you bought the ticket, take the ride" (as I had only taken one hit so far!) So I took two more rips in quick succession. This time The machine elf in sync entity(s?) started to fuck with me. I was like "bring it on!" and they were like "oh ya!" "HOWS THIS!" and one them literally jumped right into my chest... and when it came rolling back out it transformed into a large sort of "Eagle-dragon" with like feathers and human skin at the same time... (?) It didn't seem demonic really... just his true form. And yeah I was scared. Then some more came... And I acutally Stood up... on my real feet and stuck out my chest with a deep breath... and they BOunced off! And they loved it! And I was like Bring it on! we were having fun...
The rest of the trip I told the experience I loved it all , even the scary parts, and I hoped it would play with me again... and they sent me out with a wonderful vision overlapping my sky... of loving faces in pink clouds
(retrospective)
It is now the next morning (about 7am) and I had some time to "digest" the trip and what I was seeing. I know I was suposed to try and figure something out . . I cannot expect to fully understand the significance. But each time I feel as if they are showing me I could direct this "chaos" and put it to work In my everyday life. Some of the eagle/dragon images were quite brutal; like an "ant colony" of pig-skinned dragons nippin at each other and flying in the same fashion as "elves" ive seen.
I was near panicked for about the first 5 mins... and then I felt a thought kind of tell me " you bought the ticket, take the ride" (as I had only taken one hit so far!) So I took two more rips in quick succession. This time The machine elf in sync entity(s?) started to fuck with me. I was like "bring it on!" and they were like "oh ya!" "HOWS THIS!" and one them literally jumped right into my chest... and when it came rolling back out it transformed into a large sort of "Eagle-dragon" with like feathers and human skin at the same time... (?) It didn't seem demonic really... just his true form. And yeah I was scared. Then some more came... And I acutally Stood up... on my real feet and stuck out my chest with a deep breath... and they BOunced off! And they loved it! And I was like Bring it on! we were having fun...
The rest of the trip I told the experience I loved it all , even the scary parts, and I hoped it would play with me again... and they sent me out with a wonderful vision overlapping my sky... of loving faces in pink clouds
(retrospective)
It is now the next morning (about 7am) and I had some time to "digest" the trip and what I was seeing. I know I was suposed to try and figure something out . . I cannot expect to fully understand the significance. But each time I feel as if they are showing me I could direct this "chaos" and put it to work In my everyday life. Some of the eagle/dragon images were quite brutal; like an "ant colony" of pig-skinned dragons nippin at each other and flying in the same fashion as "elves" ive seen.
