Yeah .. I was expecting about 5 hours of something I haven't experienced before. Then getting up and grooving (I love dancing, even when extremely difficult).
Bed= possible in the form of a very, very comfortable rainbow mayan hammock .. aweseom. silence. Yeah not so much, but the music is good. I love music. If DMT makes me want it silent, maybe I should stop going to said festival. At least thats how I feel.
Yeah hmmm. I'm going to see what form of DMT I obtain and decide off that. Smoking it to breakthrough is probably the better idea; make potent Changa. I want to try oral DMT, but its probably too complex to fuck around with at a festival. Better with good friends in close situations. I've known this friend since birth and I want to launch on DMT with him, but maybe it's better I choose a different time. We need to be up (and consequently functional for 12 hours) at 6am on Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Monday. Probably better to stick with simple drugs: mescaline, MDA, amphetamine, DMT smoked, 2CB, Psilocybe .. I guess Ketamine, but I don't like the concept of that substance ultimately .. sweet feeling when dancing, but it's decay I'm pretty convinced that my current stash of synthetics is all I need for life as long as I store it properly:
--4 x 0.1g capsule MDA + 0.5g powder
--0.4g MDMA powder + 1g crystalline powder
--25-30mg 2cb in vodka liquid suspension (forget exact concentration, but I know I acquired 0.1g and my first dose was 5mg and I went up about 1.5mg each time until I had the remaining amount left which is fairly close to the amount stated (max dose do far = 17.5mg)
--6 blotter high potency LSD (don't even really enjoy this anymore, Mescaline feels more correct to my psyche. I've dosed anywhere from 1/2 a blotter to 10 blotters + mescaline. I think they're about 150-200mcg a blotter. Feels pretty nice for acid .. that why I stashed it.
--small amber vial stuffed with about 10 5mg instant release dexedrine. small baggie (about 12 caps) of 10&15mg sustained release dexedrine.
--whatever mushrooms I decide to grow or pick
--whatever mescaline or DMT I decide to extract from plants (with respect, I don't want to rape the desert/rainforest, but enjoy the fruits)
I don't "need" to get high, but want to be able to go with the flow and take whatever feels necessary (4 12 hour shifts while simultaneously partying can be exhausting). I also feel like DMT would be a beneficial experience. 3rd year at this festival. I want to set it in stone a feel it's true essence. It feels right to achieved a "long, prolonged derangement of the senses to achieve the unknown."
But yes. This was a stupid post. Harmalas are not to be fucked with. I know what you mean about the next morning. I've never had them with DMT, but I did eat Harmala and Psilocybe before. We smoke shisha tobacco all night and it was great, I enjoyed the 2 hours before we ate mushrooms just as much as after. Harmalas are enjoyable. I don't find them negative at all, but you've gotta be careful I should be ashamed for even thinking of dosing amphetamines without 2 days since MAOI consumption.
/end rant