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Rising Star
Hi everybody first time on the nexus here. dont worry im cool lol ive finally decided to join after reading almost everybody's trip reports over the last couple of months. now im a spiritual man i used to practice meditation using my breath and muscles as a point of reference to keep me on track, i focus on negative ions in my breath while in a room full of himalayan salt lamps while meditating, and ive had reiki done to me and have had my chakras forcefully opened by my sufi but none of my spiritual training could prepare me for dmt. i recently tried dmt a bout a year a go visiting a friend in upstate new york. he had his own little setup for extracting and showed me some cool crystals he had grown and asked if i wanted to try it. it was the single scariest thing i had ever done. there was five people in the room and a guy and girl were asleep. another person smoked the bowl w dmt and just laid down so i was like no way. my friend was like here your such a spiritual mofo you need to smoke this and hold it in like its the last thing youll ever smoke and just look and this piece of rhodocrosite (pink mineral). i lipped the pipe and he just barely heated up the bottom and i inhaled for like 35-50 second and held it in like it was the last thing ill ever smoked. he handed me the mineral and said dont drop it in a charlie brown adults voice on a cicada style vocoder and i immediately felt like i was in a 1970's disco floor room but in an alex grey painting esque tornado of colors and sounds i looked at the rhodocrosite for maybe 12 seconds and saw cliffs and jagged peaks leading into hawks and eagle like pterodactyl creatures circling around in the dessert then it turned into the dessert highway with all kinds of off ramps and a mountainscape with a fire breathing dragon with viking armys fighting the french in the background oceans and streams turning into city buildings. i was done for i looked at my friend and could see his aura looking like the forest spirit from princess mononoke high out of his body but like a giant blue/purple diamond shape w yellow fill along with the guy next to me but the guy and girl who were asleep. heres where i knew dmt was the truth and light. i could see the aura of the guy and girl who were asleep to they both were different from my the awake people. hers was a dark orange like a diamond with no point and his was dark red and black. this was some crazy shit and got me really wondering what i was missing out on. when i snapped out of it i asked my friend 20 questions and he had smoked it after me so he was in a daze i was just going a million miles an hour. when we all sobered up it seems like everybody had a different kind of trip. he told me everybody is different and its just really hard to understand if you dont do it enough, and gave me a whole bunch of almost see through shards to try for free and some legitimate notes. i started extracting within a week now ive pretty much done it in every single way. ive smoked outside, inside, dim lights, bright lights, with a visualizer screen listening to music in the canopy of some trees in a treehouse. i mostly like to just sit and look out of my window from my bedroom and watch trees. i always get an understanding of whats expected from something like a pen or a dresser sometimes its comical to see something you see everyday look so much different. i just have these general thoughts that make things look like brand new and made out of some composite futuristic metal or plastic sometimes i breakthough and get a really lonely sense of depression like im 1 in a million and im just an ant and sometimes i smoke and want to clean my room and vacuum. sometimes ill do it and just immediately need to pass out from exhaustion. ive just been testing myself really and i only write down certain times i trip and theyre all really different only a few similarities 2 or 3 times out of at least 40. im basically just joining because ive been using it for meditation now and im looking to figuring out how to extend the feeling without having to commit to ayahuasca because it just sounds like too much and im a vegetarian so i know im healthy enough for pharmahuasca or some kind of maoi because it only lasts 8 minutes and i can just smoke dmt everytime i want to smoke dmt and meditate cause it doesnt work for me again for at least 4-9 hours. ive tried eating and smoking passionflower then smoking and that only lasts 20 minutes tops. im really trying to be a helpful new member so my goals are to start extracting with acrb i havent extracted since back in the days of mhrb, also to extract my own harmalas from syrian rue, and figure out how i can just eat a capsule of syrian rue and a capsule of dmt and be good, just be able to ride a 2 hour meditation and exersize and really get to the next level on the astral plane, and to report back to the nexus with a summary of how the trip experiance went im very much looking forward to working with all of you. thank you all very much for letting me in your group
