Welcome to the Nexus. We can't overemphasize endlessness' points.

I'd like to suggest that the very perspective of oneself having gone deeper than anyone else around can have a silencing effect on what others are willing to share. And as I've encountered too many times in my own life, extensive visions and experience with a variety of substances can very easily be delusional or superficial.

Not in any way suggestion you are delusional or being shallow, just that a mindset of comparing one person's against the other might not be very helpful.

Be well.