So this was my dream in the spice realm...unsure of amounts, but at least a couple of deep breaths.
It must've been a decent whack
I can't remember what happened on the way in and think I must've been so confused that I lost all sense of self.
As I came back to awareness, a gradual "waking up" process, I was surprised to realise that I was leaning against/lying on something that seemed like a bird's neck, with blueish grey feathers - a bit like an immense blue crown pigeon (me being the size of a beetle).
And I as became aware that this bird(?) had a presence...something compelled me to ask in amazement, "are you a goddess?", since that was the only entity I could possibly imagine that could have such an energy...which is odd, because I'm not prone to religion in the slightest and have no particular interest in gods or goddess other than cultural.
She laughed and replied "Yes, I am a goddess"
At which point, I was so utterly astonished that I fell over backwards, going "Oh fuck - you're a goddess!!" (yes, I know it wasn't a very cool reaction, but it really wasn't a situation I'd expected...haha). And then apologised, only to instantly lapse back into a state of "I can't believe I'm communicating with a goddess!!".
I somewhat lamely explained that the reason for my poor manners was that I'd never met a goddess before.
She laughed, seeming to find my naive ignorance quite charming, showering me with love and deep compassion as she showed herself in a form that I could understand more easily, by becoming the most beautiful yet utterly unhuman creature I have ever set eyes on! In my wildest dreams!!
She appeared as a plant that danced with hundreds of branches, growing leaves, tendrils reaching, sprouting buds that bloomed into flowers, and she gazed back at me with her thousands of eyes as I looked on in wonder.
The love that flowed from her was both affectionate and deeply sensual - and she offered me an erotic experience that for some bizarre reason I turned down...actually I did have a reason, which in retrospect I slightly regret - is it cheating if you have a sexual experience with an entity in hyperspace? I think I'd let a partner off that one myself but for some reason it seemed important to be faithful during the journey. She accepted my refusal with humour and love...on the way back to this world, she and some other smaller entities (they were sensed rather than seen by this stage of the journey) were waving goodbye and sending me love.
I returned while thanking them with tears of joy in my eyes.
Interestingly, I found another report (have to see if I can find the link) which describes a being very very similar to the goddess. I now wonder if she was a plant spirit...Whatever/whoever she is, she blessed me on that journey and I will never forget her!
It must've been a decent whack
I can't remember what happened on the way in and think I must've been so confused that I lost all sense of self.As I came back to awareness, a gradual "waking up" process, I was surprised to realise that I was leaning against/lying on something that seemed like a bird's neck, with blueish grey feathers - a bit like an immense blue crown pigeon (me being the size of a beetle).
And I as became aware that this bird(?) had a presence...something compelled me to ask in amazement, "are you a goddess?", since that was the only entity I could possibly imagine that could have such an energy...which is odd, because I'm not prone to religion in the slightest and have no particular interest in gods or goddess other than cultural.
She laughed and replied "Yes, I am a goddess"
At which point, I was so utterly astonished that I fell over backwards, going "Oh fuck - you're a goddess!!" (yes, I know it wasn't a very cool reaction, but it really wasn't a situation I'd expected...haha). And then apologised, only to instantly lapse back into a state of "I can't believe I'm communicating with a goddess!!".
I somewhat lamely explained that the reason for my poor manners was that I'd never met a goddess before.
She laughed, seeming to find my naive ignorance quite charming, showering me with love and deep compassion as she showed herself in a form that I could understand more easily, by becoming the most beautiful yet utterly unhuman creature I have ever set eyes on! In my wildest dreams!!
She appeared as a plant that danced with hundreds of branches, growing leaves, tendrils reaching, sprouting buds that bloomed into flowers, and she gazed back at me with her thousands of eyes as I looked on in wonder.
The love that flowed from her was both affectionate and deeply sensual - and she offered me an erotic experience that for some bizarre reason I turned down...actually I did have a reason, which in retrospect I slightly regret - is it cheating if you have a sexual experience with an entity in hyperspace? I think I'd let a partner off that one myself
but for some reason it seemed important to be faithful during the journey. She accepted my refusal with humour and love...on the way back to this world, she and some other smaller entities (they were sensed rather than seen by this stage of the journey) were waving goodbye and sending me love. I returned while thanking them with tears of joy in my eyes.
Interestingly, I found another report (have to see if I can find the link) which describes a being very very similar to the goddess. I now wonder if she was a plant spirit...Whatever/whoever she is, she blessed me on that journey and I will never forget her!
