On Saturday SWIM had a long bus ride to take. For the week leading up to this, she drank cups of Caapi vine (5g) tea each morning and evening. SWIM's Caapi 20x Extract had arrived from Celestial Sources the day before, so she decided to enjoy its ground qualities during the ride. Skimming around the Nexus, it seemed like 2g of extract was a pretty regular dose. SWIM thought this seemed reasonable, as she had previously tried large doses of homemade Rue extract without any great consequence.
Ha. Ha ha. Ha.
Forty-five minutes passed, and SWIM had noticed a shift similar to that of the tea she had been preparing. Then a snack, and wham bam thank you mam.
Trailers everywhere SWIM looked, vibrating halos around the others on the bus. Picking up emotions off of environment. SWIM's body sense began to dissolve, and she reclined the seat as far as it would go.
The goddess of the Vine appeared, in an ambivalent mood. She introduced herself as Ayahuasca, and gave SWIM quite the tongue lashing for having ever told anyone that ayahuasca was just DMT with an MAOI to make it orally active. She demonstrated her powers and began teaching about the balance of feminine and masculine energies, creating a greater perfectly balance whole in the Brew. She noted that SWIM had always intuited a masculine presence to the DMT trance, even when the characters present were female.
She guided SWIM through a series of scenarios, providing SWIM with pleasure when she selected the right action and nausea when SWIM chose poorly. Many lessons about trying to force changes in SWIM's life, instead of holding the intention and allowing it to grow naturally towards the idea.
At the end, SWIM had to purge. It came up rather unexpectedly, and she swallowed it back down to prevent getting it out around the bus. Heading to the bathroom, another time swallowing it back down. Into the buses bathroom, and the purge decided that if it couldn't come out the mouth, it would just head the other direction.
SWIM wishes she hadn't had to swallow it down. When the purge first happened she felt incredibly vitalized, but later, it seemed like poison had set into all of SWIM's muscles. She has be coughing up phlegm since, as well, with no other sickness. Better to have just gotten rid in the beginning.
Ha. Ha ha. Ha.
Forty-five minutes passed, and SWIM had noticed a shift similar to that of the tea she had been preparing. Then a snack, and wham bam thank you mam.
Trailers everywhere SWIM looked, vibrating halos around the others on the bus. Picking up emotions off of environment. SWIM's body sense began to dissolve, and she reclined the seat as far as it would go.
The goddess of the Vine appeared, in an ambivalent mood. She introduced herself as Ayahuasca, and gave SWIM quite the tongue lashing for having ever told anyone that ayahuasca was just DMT with an MAOI to make it orally active. She demonstrated her powers and began teaching about the balance of feminine and masculine energies, creating a greater perfectly balance whole in the Brew. She noted that SWIM had always intuited a masculine presence to the DMT trance, even when the characters present were female.
She guided SWIM through a series of scenarios, providing SWIM with pleasure when she selected the right action and nausea when SWIM chose poorly. Many lessons about trying to force changes in SWIM's life, instead of holding the intention and allowing it to grow naturally towards the idea.
At the end, SWIM had to purge. It came up rather unexpectedly, and she swallowed it back down to prevent getting it out around the bus. Heading to the bathroom, another time swallowing it back down. Into the buses bathroom, and the purge decided that if it couldn't come out the mouth, it would just head the other direction.
SWIM wishes she hadn't had to swallow it down. When the purge first happened she felt incredibly vitalized, but later, it seemed like poison had set into all of SWIM's muscles. She has be coughing up phlegm since, as well, with no other sickness. Better to have just gotten rid in the beginning.