King Fantastic
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
My trip... inexplicable. I was in the presence of a six-armed Shiva, I felt a strong urge to jump off of my friends balcony 4 floors up from the street in the city of Austin... I suddenly began to do a extremely unique (yet beautiful and amazingly pleasurable feeling) dance that felt natural, yet unnatural at the same time, as if the movements were not my own like strings were attached to my limbs and I was being manipulated by a puppeteer. The experience was absolutely mind blowing and beautiful, yet also intensely scary/creepy as well. Two sides to it.
At one point, I was being hypnotized. I remember seeing the stereotypical swirling image associated with being hypnotized, and I saw a pocket watch swaying back and forth. Even more eerie, I saw the word OBEY repeating everywhere. All this while experiencing the familiar feeling of the loop, the perception of time we are used to dissolving and experiencing that moment as an eternity. Forever being hypnotized. This detail of the trip really kind of scares me to think back on. Based on research and just possible conclusions that I've come to regarding psychedelics from reading and personal experiences... I've often pondered whether or not they open a door to unseen world/entities and allow us to interact/be interacted with by these entities. I feel as though I may have been "hypnotized" or "brainwashed" to look at the experience as a beautiful and refreshing positive one... I felt amazing after coming to. But in reality, why? Thinking of the experience and what it consisted of and the images and feelings that were perceived, what on earth would make me feel good about wanting to commit suicide and being hypnotized or being manipulated to move in a way that was against my will?
I understand many of you hold DMT very close to your heart. But I want anyone who chooses to get involved with this thread and add any of their input to keep an open mind and to consider what I've said.
Chemicals and other important details:
5'9, 125 (Skinny)
Dosage: .25 g Methylone IV, 80mg Spice smoked via bong with several hits.
After that trip I felt the need to blast off again... shot another .25 Methylone & smoked 100mg of Spice... This was my first significant experience with DMT, previously having smoked .02 spice with very very mild effect. The methylone I believe prevented me from passing out.
Wondering if anyone has ever had similar experiences?
At one point, I was being hypnotized. I remember seeing the stereotypical swirling image associated with being hypnotized, and I saw a pocket watch swaying back and forth. Even more eerie, I saw the word OBEY repeating everywhere. All this while experiencing the familiar feeling of the loop, the perception of time we are used to dissolving and experiencing that moment as an eternity. Forever being hypnotized. This detail of the trip really kind of scares me to think back on. Based on research and just possible conclusions that I've come to regarding psychedelics from reading and personal experiences... I've often pondered whether or not they open a door to unseen world/entities and allow us to interact/be interacted with by these entities. I feel as though I may have been "hypnotized" or "brainwashed" to look at the experience as a beautiful and refreshing positive one... I felt amazing after coming to. But in reality, why? Thinking of the experience and what it consisted of and the images and feelings that were perceived, what on earth would make me feel good about wanting to commit suicide and being hypnotized or being manipulated to move in a way that was against my will?
I understand many of you hold DMT very close to your heart. But I want anyone who chooses to get involved with this thread and add any of their input to keep an open mind and to consider what I've said.
Chemicals and other important details:
5'9, 125 (Skinny)
Dosage: .25 g Methylone IV, 80mg Spice smoked via bong with several hits.
After that trip I felt the need to blast off again... shot another .25 Methylone & smoked 100mg of Spice... This was my first significant experience with DMT, previously having smoked .02 spice with very very mild effect. The methylone I believe prevented me from passing out.
Wondering if anyone has ever had similar experiences?
