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Harbinger

Harbinger

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Hi all!

I don't post much, but I enjoy reading this forum everyday!

Ok so here is what happens to me.

I notice lately that when I enter Spiceland, I completely forget who I am, and what or why I am experiencing this strange place.

When this happens I see a totally different world from which I am used to. The Beings are different and everything.

I can't for the life of me figure out how I got there and who I am! It is so distracting because I spend too much thought on what is going on that I don't focus as much on what I am seeing.

The last 30 seconds of the trip I finally remember that I took Spice, but by then I am about to exit...

The only way I can prevent this from happening is if I keep saying (in my head) "I am me", then I can enter, and remember who I am, and that I just took some spice.

Has anyone else experienced something like this?
 
a few times SWIM experienced something like that..but with a slightly different spin...

he had taken a lower dose of pharma 40 minutes before he loaded up his VG for the hyperspace event...when the time came to smoke..SWIM took two large tokes...held them in...and then...he forgot everything about what spice was..but he didnt enter spiceland...he just got his mind wiped of ALL his dmt experiences...he forgot everything about it..except that he had just smoked it...it took about 30 minutes for the memories to come back..it was very very strange..

another time he took a massive pharma dose and he forgot everything of who he was and why he was there..it lasted about 3 hours..then he was able to remember who he was again
 
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first, get a mg scale. The difference between 5mg higher/lower at the your personal breakthrough dose can make the difference between mindwipe or not.

second, add some THH to your experience. It will streeeetch the experience out a little and make it much clearer. I suggest about 20 mg sublingually, then 20 or so minutes later blast off. It makes the entry less jarring aw well.

third, do a 'changa' search here. The spice mixes with well with SO MANY other plant allies. Pick an herb that sounds good to you and go from there.

fourth, be sure to report back and let us know how it went!


peace,

J
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Yes it is as you described Jorkest, forgetting what spice is and everything.

I have a mg scale and I have taken as much as 90mg at once. I need at least 50mg to break through. Since 90mg was a nice time, I just tend to eyeball the amount I take between 50mg and 90mg.
Jason741 you maybe you are right that it has to do with the dosage.

I will try the other suggestions offered.

Thanks for taking the time to reply to my fictional writings...
 
Harbinger said:
Has anyone else experienced something like this?
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I have experienced this several times. I am so far gone that I can't at all figure out what got me there.

The other day, I was very far gone like this and I had no idea where I was or what I might have been doing in the "real world" and I sort of panicked about it for a minute until I let that bit of paranoia go. The state of detachment is one of the things that I really like about this material.
 
I decided to experiment with my dosage and method.

First I smoked 15mg then waited 2 minuted and smoked another 15mg. I waited another 2 minutes...
my body felt odd as usual but no visual stuff. Then I hit myself with 30mg. Slower than I usually do. My experience was way different than ever before!
It was so slow and clear. I remembered every second of it, and for the first time one of the entities spoke to me! It was my favorite experience yet!

I'm glad you guy's suggested changing up my routine by trying different things. Change and variety is the SPICE of life!




Thanks for entertaining my fictional rants with fictional replies.
 
Harbinger said:
Then I hit myself with 30mg. Slower than I usually do. My experience was way different than ever before!
It was so slow and clear. I remembered every second of it, and for the first time one of the entities spoke to me! It was my favorite experience yet!
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Maybe this might explain why my 1st time was rather confusing and "flashy". I am pretty sure I took in the hits pretty fast :? .

Good information!
 
does anyone have an active link to a good affordable mg scale? SWIM's seems to have kicked the bucket. thnx!
 
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