tobecomeone00
Rising Star
Hello everyone! This is a continuation of my first post, almost like a sequel! I decided that what is happening to me under the influence of DMT lately is totally note-worthy, so not only is it a cool post, but it is also a very personal trip report.
To bring you up to speed, if you haven't read the first post, for a while there the molecule had been asking me to go outside. Over a period of a week, 7 journeys all had the same result "GO OUTSIDE". After the 3rd session, I was asked, and did so. I was greeted by a "sky-god" of sorts *dunno what to call it*. Was beautiful! Next day, I am told to go outside again, but due to prior negative events, I broke down in tears and got angry that the sun was burning my eyes, and that I couldn't see anything, nor did I understand what the hell it was trying to tell me....The next day, I was told to GO OUTSIDE, almost forcefully...I did so, and after a few minutes, realized it was telling me to go in backyard. I did so, and was greeted by a lush, area of bright green vegetation. This, to my understanding, was to be my new lessons area. :d
Of course, there is apprehension. The area is pretty secluded, but I AM within eye-shot of neighbors. I'm not too worried about what they'll say, considering I almost never see them around, but its still a factor. It is pretty breezy back there, and there's nothing I dislike more than being cold after a journey! I have tried it once, and am about to write about it. Then I will proceed to do it again. Here is the first experience, outdoors. Put on your sunglasses! 8)
Alright, so here's some background info
time: 3:30pm
weight:170
dose:30-40mg
method: machine
Needless to say, I was a bit excited for my first outdoor journey! I had no idea what to expect from doing it out in nature, and decided to keep this mindset. I dragged a big, extra fat futon mattress outside, and set it down right next to the fat pomegranite tree, so I am somewhat under its shade. I had pre-loaded the pipe inside my house to avoid any mishaps that could go down, and melted roughly 35mg into the filter. As the last of it disappeared, I jogged out to the back area, and took a seat on the mattress. After waiting for the breeze to take a break, sparked the lighter, I proceeded to inhale the milky smoke, only ceasing when the vibrating hum took over my auditory senses. I quickly set down the pipe, and began to lay down, when I realized my dog had followed me out, and was climbing onto the mattress with me. "No!" I half-assed yelled, but it did not work, he curled up right next to me, which wasn't so bad. :roll:
I finally succumbed to the journey, but strangely enough, I did not launch to anywhere! I was still in my body, observing my world, but I was being handled by what felt like hundreds of different beings (dunno what to call them). I could see the blue sky, watching the clouds drift, the leaves quivering in the wind, all while being touched and examined by these invisible entities. I have had experiences like this before, so it was not too jarring, but was still a bit strange. :?
Before I knew it, it felt as if I were waking up from a nap...my dog was asleep beside me, as I lay on my back, staring up into the sky....I remember thinking to myself, "Wow, I could lay here ALL day"...Of course, I knew I couldn't, and upon realizing that I had to prepare for my girlfriend's arrival, I proceeded to get my things together and go inside, until I realized something strange...I looked down at my hands, and WTF, they looked like an old man's hands! My usually slender hands were now chubby, wrinkled, and worn. I looked around, and noticed everything else had a similar look to it, the walls of my house, the ground, the sky, everything...drab, rounded out, not colorful...I began walking towards my house in utter awe, thinking perhaps I had become stuck in an alternate dimension, and that I was doomed to this bizzare world forever. Fortunately, after a while, my hands slimmed out, and everything returned to normal, but this was new...I mean, the only other time I had experienced this, it was with my dog around, so maybe I was seeing things from his POV? Not sure at all, but what creeped me out, was the duration that it lasted...almost seemed like the molecule was playing around with me....has anyone ever experienced something like this? Practical jokes by the molecule?
So yes, this was my first outside experience, and it wasn't too bad! I attribute the 'being handled' by entities as a result of being out in nature, and the presence of these beings in nature, somewhat "checking me out" before I continue in this area...it would make sense for there to be more outside than there are in my house...but then again, hyperspace is hyperspace, ya never know! THank you everyone for reading, I will follow up soon if anything of significance happens! See ya! :d
To bring you up to speed, if you haven't read the first post, for a while there the molecule had been asking me to go outside. Over a period of a week, 7 journeys all had the same result "GO OUTSIDE". After the 3rd session, I was asked, and did so. I was greeted by a "sky-god" of sorts *dunno what to call it*. Was beautiful! Next day, I am told to go outside again, but due to prior negative events, I broke down in tears and got angry that the sun was burning my eyes, and that I couldn't see anything, nor did I understand what the hell it was trying to tell me....The next day, I was told to GO OUTSIDE, almost forcefully...I did so, and after a few minutes, realized it was telling me to go in backyard. I did so, and was greeted by a lush, area of bright green vegetation. This, to my understanding, was to be my new lessons area. :d
Of course, there is apprehension. The area is pretty secluded, but I AM within eye-shot of neighbors. I'm not too worried about what they'll say, considering I almost never see them around, but its still a factor. It is pretty breezy back there, and there's nothing I dislike more than being cold after a journey! I have tried it once, and am about to write about it. Then I will proceed to do it again. Here is the first experience, outdoors. Put on your sunglasses! 8)
Alright, so here's some background info
time: 3:30pm
weight:170
dose:30-40mg
method: machine
Needless to say, I was a bit excited for my first outdoor journey! I had no idea what to expect from doing it out in nature, and decided to keep this mindset. I dragged a big, extra fat futon mattress outside, and set it down right next to the fat pomegranite tree, so I am somewhat under its shade. I had pre-loaded the pipe inside my house to avoid any mishaps that could go down, and melted roughly 35mg into the filter. As the last of it disappeared, I jogged out to the back area, and took a seat on the mattress. After waiting for the breeze to take a break, sparked the lighter, I proceeded to inhale the milky smoke, only ceasing when the vibrating hum took over my auditory senses. I quickly set down the pipe, and began to lay down, when I realized my dog had followed me out, and was climbing onto the mattress with me. "No!" I half-assed yelled, but it did not work, he curled up right next to me, which wasn't so bad. :roll:
I finally succumbed to the journey, but strangely enough, I did not launch to anywhere! I was still in my body, observing my world, but I was being handled by what felt like hundreds of different beings (dunno what to call them). I could see the blue sky, watching the clouds drift, the leaves quivering in the wind, all while being touched and examined by these invisible entities. I have had experiences like this before, so it was not too jarring, but was still a bit strange. :?
Before I knew it, it felt as if I were waking up from a nap...my dog was asleep beside me, as I lay on my back, staring up into the sky....I remember thinking to myself, "Wow, I could lay here ALL day"...Of course, I knew I couldn't, and upon realizing that I had to prepare for my girlfriend's arrival, I proceeded to get my things together and go inside, until I realized something strange...I looked down at my hands, and WTF, they looked like an old man's hands! My usually slender hands were now chubby, wrinkled, and worn. I looked around, and noticed everything else had a similar look to it, the walls of my house, the ground, the sky, everything...drab, rounded out, not colorful...I began walking towards my house in utter awe, thinking perhaps I had become stuck in an alternate dimension, and that I was doomed to this bizzare world forever. Fortunately, after a while, my hands slimmed out, and everything returned to normal, but this was new...I mean, the only other time I had experienced this, it was with my dog around, so maybe I was seeing things from his POV? Not sure at all, but what creeped me out, was the duration that it lasted...almost seemed like the molecule was playing around with me....has anyone ever experienced something like this? Practical jokes by the molecule?
So yes, this was my first outside experience, and it wasn't too bad! I attribute the 'being handled' by entities as a result of being out in nature, and the presence of these beings in nature, somewhat "checking me out" before I continue in this area...it would make sense for there to be more outside than there are in my house...but then again, hyperspace is hyperspace, ya never know! THank you everyone for reading, I will follow up soon if anything of significance happens! See ya! :d