tobecomeone00
Rising Star
Well, to start off, lately my lessons have taken a turn, getting more complex, deeper at every turn.
I journey about once a day, somewhat of a daily class session. ROughly about 5 days ago, after setting up with incense, sage, and all that jazz, I had a journey in which the molecule asked me to walk outside while in mid-trance. I had no clue why, yet I did as it asked, and was greeted by a being in the sky, made up of patterns of information, which would melt away as soon as it would be focused on. It would swoop down in front of my face, and fly around in the sky. When I saw this, I felt a raw, primal, ancient power...I would say it was a close as I could come to meeting an Element 'god'. I was blown away by this experience, and was totally down to do it outside again!
Fast forward two days, I am sitting at home. I was gonna go to a bringmethehorizon show with my little bro, but was flabbergasted to find that all tickets had been sold out, and unfortunately, was stuck all by lonesome. After a couple of hours of listening to depressing music, and feeling sorry for myself, I decided to go ahead and launch.
I loaded the pipe, and proceeded to smoke! :lol:
As my vision began to fill with the certain static that is usually seen before a profound experience, I braced myself for the beauty that I knew was in store...Until I noticed it was pointing towards outside, it was definitely asking me to go out there again. I reluctantly agreed, got up, went out, and sat in a chair. I looked up to the sky, and was blinded by the sun. I could not see ANY reason why I was outside, not even the 'sky element dude' was present..I was cold, it was too bright, and I got angry...damnit...I stood up, went back inside, and laid back on my bed. Call me a bitch, but I actually began to cry with disappointment, yelling that I DID NOT WANT TO GO OUTSIDE...I felt like a pissed off little kid, and I guess that's what I was at the moment...Decided to leave it alone for the day.
Well, fast forward ONE DAY, which would be the next day...I decide that if it wants me to go outside again, I'll be prepared with a jacket and pair of sunglasses! I lit up my dose, and began to smoke. I let out a HUGE cloud...(has that ever happened to anyone? Taking a small looking hit, but for some reason, the 'molecule' allows you to inhale a larger dose than what was placed in the pipe? I guess sometimes it takes more than what we're willing to smoke!)
As I figured, the 'profound' static usually seen was not present, all that I could see, was the room almost LEANING in the direction of the door...I say screw it, here I go...I walk outside, and sit in the chair by the door. I look in all directions, but can't understand what it wanted me to see, considering all that was in my vision was my garage, telephone lines, a gate, and a pile of dog poop I was too lazy to clean up this morning...I attempt to put on my sunglasses to look up into the sky, but something pushes my hands and glasses away from my face, and I can sense the entity on the side of me, yet when I looked, it was not there...Everything was moving in strange patterns, as if the molecule was still trying to show me something...
All of a sudden, I hear/feel a voice in my head, "no matter how crazy this may seem, go with it"...And so I did, I felt as if the being on my side was urging me to get up and walk, and I did that as well...as I stumbled, the molecule led me to my back yard...as soon as I opened the gate to the backyard, I was greeted with a FOREST OF PLANTLIFE...I guess the rainy week we had a while back had caused my backyard to overgrow with ALL KINDS of healthy, green vegetation. This spot just happens to be out of the range of sight for my neighbors, a perfectly natural dmt-dosing environment, right in my backyard!!! I fell on my back into the grass, in my nice clothes, TOTALLY RELISHING NATURE...as I looked up into the sky, as I thanked the watchers with tears, the clouds parted, allowing the sun to shine directly down on me! I could see the faces of my father and mother in the sky, as well as others, smiling and laughing with me!
THis is by far the most profound experience I have ever had under the influence of the molecule...This was the moment when I knew that I am ETERNAL. This is the moment I knew that when I die, leaving this shell behind, I would awaken in a beautiful place. Thank you for reading this post, it is of utmost singificance in my life at the moment. :d
I journey about once a day, somewhat of a daily class session. ROughly about 5 days ago, after setting up with incense, sage, and all that jazz, I had a journey in which the molecule asked me to walk outside while in mid-trance. I had no clue why, yet I did as it asked, and was greeted by a being in the sky, made up of patterns of information, which would melt away as soon as it would be focused on. It would swoop down in front of my face, and fly around in the sky. When I saw this, I felt a raw, primal, ancient power...I would say it was a close as I could come to meeting an Element 'god'. I was blown away by this experience, and was totally down to do it outside again!
Fast forward two days, I am sitting at home. I was gonna go to a bringmethehorizon show with my little bro, but was flabbergasted to find that all tickets had been sold out, and unfortunately, was stuck all by lonesome. After a couple of hours of listening to depressing music, and feeling sorry for myself, I decided to go ahead and launch.
I loaded the pipe, and proceeded to smoke! :lol:
As my vision began to fill with the certain static that is usually seen before a profound experience, I braced myself for the beauty that I knew was in store...Until I noticed it was pointing towards outside, it was definitely asking me to go out there again. I reluctantly agreed, got up, went out, and sat in a chair. I looked up to the sky, and was blinded by the sun. I could not see ANY reason why I was outside, not even the 'sky element dude' was present..I was cold, it was too bright, and I got angry...damnit...I stood up, went back inside, and laid back on my bed. Call me a bitch, but I actually began to cry with disappointment, yelling that I DID NOT WANT TO GO OUTSIDE...I felt like a pissed off little kid, and I guess that's what I was at the moment...Decided to leave it alone for the day.
Well, fast forward ONE DAY, which would be the next day...I decide that if it wants me to go outside again, I'll be prepared with a jacket and pair of sunglasses! I lit up my dose, and began to smoke. I let out a HUGE cloud...(has that ever happened to anyone? Taking a small looking hit, but for some reason, the 'molecule' allows you to inhale a larger dose than what was placed in the pipe? I guess sometimes it takes more than what we're willing to smoke!)
As I figured, the 'profound' static usually seen was not present, all that I could see, was the room almost LEANING in the direction of the door...I say screw it, here I go...I walk outside, and sit in the chair by the door. I look in all directions, but can't understand what it wanted me to see, considering all that was in my vision was my garage, telephone lines, a gate, and a pile of dog poop I was too lazy to clean up this morning...I attempt to put on my sunglasses to look up into the sky, but something pushes my hands and glasses away from my face, and I can sense the entity on the side of me, yet when I looked, it was not there...Everything was moving in strange patterns, as if the molecule was still trying to show me something...
All of a sudden, I hear/feel a voice in my head, "no matter how crazy this may seem, go with it"...And so I did, I felt as if the being on my side was urging me to get up and walk, and I did that as well...as I stumbled, the molecule led me to my back yard...as soon as I opened the gate to the backyard, I was greeted with a FOREST OF PLANTLIFE...I guess the rainy week we had a while back had caused my backyard to overgrow with ALL KINDS of healthy, green vegetation. This spot just happens to be out of the range of sight for my neighbors, a perfectly natural dmt-dosing environment, right in my backyard!!! I fell on my back into the grass, in my nice clothes, TOTALLY RELISHING NATURE...as I looked up into the sky, as I thanked the watchers with tears, the clouds parted, allowing the sun to shine directly down on me! I could see the faces of my father and mother in the sky, as well as others, smiling and laughing with me!
THis is by far the most profound experience I have ever had under the influence of the molecule...This was the moment when I knew that I am ETERNAL. This is the moment I knew that when I die, leaving this shell behind, I would awaken in a beautiful place. Thank you for reading this post, it is of utmost singificance in my life at the moment. :d
