Since forming a relationship with DMT,I've found I'm much more in touch with myself and in control of my emotions,aware of how easily my mood could be swayed by silly wants and desires.
Now days I feel like I'm actually captain of the ship,and so tend to keep on a steady keel.
But I remember a time back when I was smoking Cannabis everyday,and there was a week when I went without,because I couldn't find any thing worth smoking,then out of the blue friday afternoon,someone came round with an ounce of quality homegrown,I snapped this up,but thought I'd save my first smoke till after my planned friday night blast off.
Well that trip was like nothing I'd experienced before or since,the feeling of shear welcoming love,then I sitting on still ocean of mercury bathed in golden white light,this was so real I could look around and smell the electricity in the air.
I was so shocked and bemused by the utter realness of where I was,I opened my eyes,the room was exactly as normal albeit the colors were a little more saturated,I closed my eyes again,and I was back in the same place,where I stayed for what seemed like a long time,just looking around in awe,until eventually everything eventually faded to blackness.
The following few hours post trip,I have never felt so fully empowered with life.
And this was on 15mgs
Now this outstanding journey,could have been the result of it being the first time going in without smoking weed for a while,and some other mental preparations I had taken,but I'm certain the fact I was so extremely happy and up-beat,to be sitting on an ounce with the weekend ahead,did have something to do with it.
Either way,I think mood and mindset,must definitely have a influence on the experience.
I like to think of it,as in the Egyptian book of the dead,if your heart isn't light enough you'll be devoured by some mutant crocodile entity.
Spicegnosis