Squidfayce
Rising Star
Well. That. Was. Interesting.
I think I may have inadvertently taken a heroic dose and I just can stop smiling.
I dissolved half a gram of dmt into 1ml of e-juice and I've been exerimenting with it
So dosage of this trip is unclear, but it is definately more than any 50mg direct emesh vape ive ever taken.
Today I took two huge draws from the juice And within seconds I had this overwhelming sensation of "I think I've just broken the universe" every thing turned to powder and the whole sceene was pastel and light. No fractals just static fuzzy powdersub atomic soup, that was everything the eye could see. I definatley was in some "space" that had some sort of sceenery, but that sceenery was just disolving into infinite powder and sub atomic particles. I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or closed. Everything just broke. This whole universe ceased to be and I genuinely felt like i was never coming back. Though as things started to come back I just couldn't stop giggling ad how absurd and ridiculous what I'd just seen was.
The come down was also one of the most intense ive had. Had the usual dmt patterning but also everything was serpentine and scaly - think old 90s Goa compilation album covers. If you hated snakes, this would have scared the shit out of you. I couldn't stop thinking how fascinating it was. And just laughed and laughed.
In honesty there was a frightening element of it because I just simply didn't know how much I'd taken and didn't expect this, but I just can't stop being fascinated how everything just broke for a while there. I couldn't tel 'll what was in the foreground, back ground I just had no sense of dimension or self.absolutely absurd.
No entities either, which was interesting.
I think I'm done for a bit, because I don't know if I will ever see anything like this a again, nor am I sure I want to. All in all very positive experience, but holy shit....just dumbfounded.
Never felt like I had anything to integrate before, but I certainly do now.
I think I may have inadvertently taken a heroic dose and I just can stop smiling.
I dissolved half a gram of dmt into 1ml of e-juice and I've been exerimenting with it
So dosage of this trip is unclear, but it is definately more than any 50mg direct emesh vape ive ever taken.
Today I took two huge draws from the juice And within seconds I had this overwhelming sensation of "I think I've just broken the universe" every thing turned to powder and the whole sceene was pastel and light. No fractals just static fuzzy powdersub atomic soup, that was everything the eye could see. I definatley was in some "space" that had some sort of sceenery, but that sceenery was just disolving into infinite powder and sub atomic particles. I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or closed. Everything just broke. This whole universe ceased to be and I genuinely felt like i was never coming back. Though as things started to come back I just couldn't stop giggling ad how absurd and ridiculous what I'd just seen was.
The come down was also one of the most intense ive had. Had the usual dmt patterning but also everything was serpentine and scaly - think old 90s Goa compilation album covers. If you hated snakes, this would have scared the shit out of you. I couldn't stop thinking how fascinating it was. And just laughed and laughed.
In honesty there was a frightening element of it because I just simply didn't know how much I'd taken and didn't expect this, but I just can't stop being fascinated how everything just broke for a while there. I couldn't tel 'll what was in the foreground, back ground I just had no sense of dimension or self.absolutely absurd.
No entities either, which was interesting.
I think I'm done for a bit, because I don't know if I will ever see anything like this a again, nor am I sure I want to. All in all very positive experience, but holy shit....just dumbfounded.
Never felt like I had anything to integrate before, but I certainly do now.
