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coalescentdivide

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Experimenting with DMT as much as SWIM does, there's bound to be at least a few times where it really kicks your ass. My last experience report was about my most spiritual experience, this is very much the opposite, in the sense that whatever realm SWIM fell into was not very welcoming. Whatever 'beings' encountered did not seem very impressed or hospitable.

One day, SWIM was sitting out on his deck at his old house on a lounge chair, enjoying the sun. It was a remarkably nice day out, late spring I believe. So time to whip out the spice. SWIM took out his capped metal bowl preloaded with parsley and poured some spice out of the vial. It appeared to be an average dose, but there was a piece in there that looked more solid than usual, but SWIM didn't really care. SWIM smoked that stuff alittle too fast, and the bowl caught on fire for a second. Upon inhaling the final hit, a thought crossed swim's mind that he had done too much, and tried to exhale it right away without holding it, but it was too late. SWIM gripped the armrests of the lounge chair firmly as the ground began to shake and the wind picked up. The wind was REALLY startin to pick up hard, and the table umbrellas were blowin around, but swim was in no state to get up and do anything about it. So swim stayed put, and the wind became so fast almost like a tornado, and all of a sudden the clouds rolled in, thick dark clouds, slight rain, loud thunder and lightning. The table umbrellas appeared to be spinning out of control, one turned inside out. A chair across from me which was really only like 6 feet away appeared to be 20 feet away. I could 'see' the wind, as if it was alive, ripping around a tearing through everything in its path. I saw some of this 'wind' hit the chair across from me, blowing it to bits inside out. The best way I can describe it was as if the chair turned inside out dimensionally, ripping apart in 4 dimensional space. The wind then circled one of the massive pine trees in the yard nearby. The wind appeared to breathe life into this enormous ancient looking tree that towered over me, and gazing upon it caused a deep fear to grow inside me. The tree appeared so old, so ancient and full of wisdom, that if I were to know a fraction of what it knows my head would explode. I started to feel this 'knowing' flood me and in fear I shut my eyes, but that made it worse. As soon as swim closed his eyes, something that NO WORDS can describe was there, and panged through my consciousness like a high voltage electric shock. NO NO NO were the words rushing through swims mind, and he immediately opened his eyes to avoid having to see it again. The wind was still in the tree, and then swirled back out and into the clouds. As it swirled through the cloud, I could see twisted faces of disembodied heads floating about through the clouds, and the wind swept back up into the sky. Still gripping my armrest desperately as to not be swept away, the wind died down, and the storm began to dissipate, as well as the effects.

This account and many of swims accounts seem to have a common theme, the weather. The weather always seems to change abruptly upon swim's outdoor dosing, then return to the way it was before. SWIM being a man of science thought it was possible that it was merely the effects of the DMT, but even in situations where others are present, they experience the shift as well, dosed or not. There is definitely more going on here than we think.
 
For every couple voyages SWIM has gone one, there is one which encompasses that nasty, negative side of the spice. SWIM's view is that's just how the experience balances itself out. If it were beautiful and blissful everytime we would all be blasting off every day. The important thing is to always learn from your experience.

Don't be afraid to laugh off those CEV entities.... they're there just to try and scare you
 
hmmmmm... maybe this is something you need to embrace? i am pretty sure that the whole totality of experience is necessary, so maybe you needed to let that tree break your head open, after all if this spirit is of the earth and the fact that it is the wind and goes to trees after tearing apart your (im assuming) factory manufactured chair it is trying to decolonize your mind which (i'm no expert still being highly brainwashed) is an extremely painful process whereby things you assumed to be yours, right, and natural are revealed to be aberrations against the flow,,, wish i could come at you as a teacher who's been thru this but unfortunately still with ya,, but i am becoming more and more sure that the thing in me which becomes scared is the devil/spider/seductress of this age and has its mycelium so deep in my mind that ITs self interest has become MY self interest.
 
that time really was the one time i was truly frightened to the core..beakon, there were other times after this experience that brought me to this same fear, but i did embrace it and it was very rewarding to do so. this also happened a good 4 years ago, back when i wasnt as experienced with the spice as i am now. and desiderada, at that time, i was blasting off every day. multiple times a day actually. and the part of me that likes to believe in the unbelievable attributed that to the entities trying to tell me that i needed to show some more respect towards the spice.
 
coalescentdivide said:
SWIM smoked that stuff alittle too fast, and the bowl caught on fire for a second.

This is interesting to me because I have noticed more "disturbing" experiences when I accidentally burn the spice as well. I have not had anything as terrifying as you are describing here, but I do think the spice gets upset when burnt.

A chair across from me which was really only like 6 feet away appeared to be 20 feet away. I could 'see' the wind, as if it was alive, ripping around a tearing through everything in its path. I saw some of this 'wind' hit the chair across from me, blowing it to bits inside out. The best way I can describe it was as if the chair turned inside out dimensionally, ripping apart in 4 dimensional space.
When you returned, was any of the furniture disturbed, or moved, or was it all just as it was before you "went in"?

Fascinating report my friend!

Peace,
-idt
 
I've had some weather related incidents before as well including wind. The timing can be uncanny sometimes.
the weirdest one happened when right after a big dose of spice out in nature a huge flock of crows showed up right near me and proceeded to go crazy. They were crowing and carrying on like nothing i've ever heard before or since. I could barely keep it togethor during this . The spice was amplifying the crowing sounds turning into a whole other level of sonic weirdness. it was one for the books for me. I have yet to figure out why the crows were going so nuts.
I've read that they do it when they are preparing to roost.
 
every time the bowl has ever caught fire for SWIM the trip definitely took on weird and intense qualities, not the same as a regular visit to hyperspace. Also every time this has happened, an effort to immediately expel the burnt vapor from the harshness occurred, but it was always too late and resulted in much stronger than expected experiences

and about the birds, that has also happened to SWIM numerous times, with all sorts of animals. a silly theory proposed by a friend of mine is that animals having a 6th sense feel the energy of the nearby dmt entities and react to their presence :p
 
Wow awesome trip report. I think you should try a lower dose and focus on that tree, work out that it really isn't anything to fear but that rather you can learn a lot from it.
 
This whole thread is very intriguing!

Pets going crazy when we are launching might be explained away as their reactions to our weird behavior, or a funny smell... But these crows, and even the wind!? It's as if everything around gets excited when someone is launching.

There is definitely more going on here than we think.
Absolutely, more than we even can think!
Thanks for a great account, nice first read on the Nexus after a hard day of work ;)
 
Your welcome, always glad to entertain with tales of the spice.

Everything around you definitely gets excited when blasting off. I cannot recall any outdoor launch in which at least one thing in the environment did not change significantly enough for one to notice, even on occasion a few non-tripping bystanders. After a good 4 or 5 years of ranting and raving after making this discovery, it still does not cease to amaze me.
 
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