coalescentdivide
Rising Star
SWIM is a veteran to DMT use. The first time SWIM tried DMT, years ago, it wasn't much, but enough to open my mind to infinite possibilities. SWIM still remembers the first time, the flux of energy oozing through every cell, the unfolding of reality, the open and relaxed state of mind... The mental clarity and stillness was and still is one of my favorite aspects of the compound. I became fascinated with it. As SWIM began to learn more, curiosity grew into an infatuation, and it was clear that further experimentation was necessary to feed my thirst for knowledge. When SWIM first successfully completed a large extraction, I was so fascinated I wanted everyone to see what I had seen, and I would give it to whoever was truly interested in learning like I was.
SWIM's early DMT trips were mainly non visual, and would feel very much like a cosmic antenna that was receiving and transmitting all the data in the universe at once. The first full blown visual experience was while walking through a young pine forest. A bowl of parsley and spice was smoked while walking through a trail, and the sound of the forest grew until the wind in the leaves, the birds, the cicadas and crickets all melted into a high frequency hum. The world started to appear as if another reality was hidden underneath our common reality we know...the leaves on the trees danced and fluttered, and motion trails like craazy. As I walked through the trail, the vines curled and moved about as if with personality. Everything came to life, witch each breath things become more and more alive, and at the same time there was this realization that these things always had this much life and were previously unnoticed. As SWIM gazed across the tops of the pines, the pine cones in the trees formed into a thousand spiraling eyes, all blinking with life and all focused upon me. The sun was setting, and the sky was phenomenal, something much like high budget movie effects. The clouds were reachable, and appeared 3 dimensional in a sense like looking into one of those stereogram images, and were shifting between hues of yellow and pink and purple. the sun itself was purple, and slowly spewing out purple energy which dissipated into the color-shifting sky. I saw a flock of birds fly over, and they appeared to fly into the sun and dissolve into it. As SWIM reached the end of the trail back onto the street, the effects had completely worn off, and SWIM felt amazing for the rest of the day.
SWIM spent alot of time in this young pine forest experimenting with DMT. This place became as sacred as the compound, and I spent most of my free time in these woods, communicating with the forest, cleaning up garbage from dumb drunk kids and doing my best to keep it a pristine and magical place. It was a very peaceful place to be, whenever SWIM had too much stress this place would always help work it out.
The most spiritual dmt experience SWIM has ever had was in this place, alone. SWIM had a rough day at work, and made his way out into the sanctuary forest. The center of this place, is a very large open area of sand and grass and dunes set into a small valley surrounded by baby pine trees (about 5-8 feet tall) so from the center it appears to be only nature in every direction for miles. Upon reaching the center, SWIM pulled out his dmt pipe and consumed a large dose. What happened after this I still cannot believe, and it has happened more than once. As soon as SWIM finished the bowl, the clouds over the edge of the valley where the sun was setting poured out over into the valley, looking much like rolling fog but way more vivid with the light of the sun behind it. A strong and loud wind began to pick up, and the entire sky looked like a spiritual battlefield, one side dark the other light, and energy tore across the sky. The multi colored clouds appeared to be making love with the light beams from the sun. Looking straight up was like scrying into a crystal ball, kaleidoscopic energy ribbons criss crossing through the clouds like the fabric of space time itself. Distances became wildly disproportionate, everything was stretched out horizontally or skewed. There was a trembling in the legs, then collapse to the knees, tears of joy streaked down the face, grin to both ears, as what felt like a source of unfathomable energy was reaching down and cradling me, all the while the wind roared loudly around me. As the real world returned to view, the wind died back down, and the clouds receded back out of the valley. SWIM literally RAN back to the house to tell someone what had just happened. I felt like Moses at the burning bush, I expected all my hair to be white when I looked in the mirror. (it wasn't though that would have been really cool) I felt as if God had held me in his arms and I felt divine energy tear through me. Before this moment, I had always been very much an atheist, thinking strictly in facts and science and logic. After this I could no longer think that way, no matter what facts were presented, I refuse to believe that what happened out there that day was the result of a molecule. Whatever it is, there is definitely 'something' about DMT that goes beyond scientific explanation.
SWIM's early DMT trips were mainly non visual, and would feel very much like a cosmic antenna that was receiving and transmitting all the data in the universe at once. The first full blown visual experience was while walking through a young pine forest. A bowl of parsley and spice was smoked while walking through a trail, and the sound of the forest grew until the wind in the leaves, the birds, the cicadas and crickets all melted into a high frequency hum. The world started to appear as if another reality was hidden underneath our common reality we know...the leaves on the trees danced and fluttered, and motion trails like craazy. As I walked through the trail, the vines curled and moved about as if with personality. Everything came to life, witch each breath things become more and more alive, and at the same time there was this realization that these things always had this much life and were previously unnoticed. As SWIM gazed across the tops of the pines, the pine cones in the trees formed into a thousand spiraling eyes, all blinking with life and all focused upon me. The sun was setting, and the sky was phenomenal, something much like high budget movie effects. The clouds were reachable, and appeared 3 dimensional in a sense like looking into one of those stereogram images, and were shifting between hues of yellow and pink and purple. the sun itself was purple, and slowly spewing out purple energy which dissipated into the color-shifting sky. I saw a flock of birds fly over, and they appeared to fly into the sun and dissolve into it. As SWIM reached the end of the trail back onto the street, the effects had completely worn off, and SWIM felt amazing for the rest of the day.
SWIM spent alot of time in this young pine forest experimenting with DMT. This place became as sacred as the compound, and I spent most of my free time in these woods, communicating with the forest, cleaning up garbage from dumb drunk kids and doing my best to keep it a pristine and magical place. It was a very peaceful place to be, whenever SWIM had too much stress this place would always help work it out.
The most spiritual dmt experience SWIM has ever had was in this place, alone. SWIM had a rough day at work, and made his way out into the sanctuary forest. The center of this place, is a very large open area of sand and grass and dunes set into a small valley surrounded by baby pine trees (about 5-8 feet tall) so from the center it appears to be only nature in every direction for miles. Upon reaching the center, SWIM pulled out his dmt pipe and consumed a large dose. What happened after this I still cannot believe, and it has happened more than once. As soon as SWIM finished the bowl, the clouds over the edge of the valley where the sun was setting poured out over into the valley, looking much like rolling fog but way more vivid with the light of the sun behind it. A strong and loud wind began to pick up, and the entire sky looked like a spiritual battlefield, one side dark the other light, and energy tore across the sky. The multi colored clouds appeared to be making love with the light beams from the sun. Looking straight up was like scrying into a crystal ball, kaleidoscopic energy ribbons criss crossing through the clouds like the fabric of space time itself. Distances became wildly disproportionate, everything was stretched out horizontally or skewed. There was a trembling in the legs, then collapse to the knees, tears of joy streaked down the face, grin to both ears, as what felt like a source of unfathomable energy was reaching down and cradling me, all the while the wind roared loudly around me. As the real world returned to view, the wind died back down, and the clouds receded back out of the valley. SWIM literally RAN back to the house to tell someone what had just happened. I felt like Moses at the burning bush, I expected all my hair to be white when I looked in the mirror. (it wasn't though that would have been really cool) I felt as if God had held me in his arms and I felt divine energy tear through me. Before this moment, I had always been very much an atheist, thinking strictly in facts and science and logic. After this I could no longer think that way, no matter what facts were presented, I refuse to believe that what happened out there that day was the result of a molecule. Whatever it is, there is definitely 'something' about DMT that goes beyond scientific explanation.
