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Nakes

Nakes

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So, I'll cut straight to the point.

Aha, so the Universe is playing tricks on me. I'm slowly becoming aware of something that is still hard for me to put into words. My view on pretty much everything has just changed, but I'm not entirely sure how. It feels as though I'm watching reality AND myself from a 3rd perspective. Like now, as I type this post, I can't exactly describe how, but it feels like my body and my mind are on auto-pilot. Like I'm watching a movie and the movie is real life. I'm either going insane, or I'm on to something.

So, my last two DMT trips were extremely strange, this one even stranger. My first weird trip consisted of seemingly waking up from what seemed like reality, then watching my hands dance to music I had playing. My second one was mostly the same, but no time warp/waking up deal.

So here's what happened to me about 20 minutes ago. I rolled a joint with 70mg changa mixed with some marijuana, and loaded my GVG with 25mg of pure spice. After browsing through a couple of songs, I settled on
. I started smoking the joint, and remember looking at the time left on the song. Silly me, I didn't queue up a second song. I finished off the joint, and grabbed the GVG, finished it off in about two tokes. I started feeling odd, good, a whole bunch of other things I can't really describe.

Anyways, soon after I put down the pipe, I look over to my hands. They're making perfect formations, like a sign language. This was some intense shit, yo. From what I recall, all in synchronization to the music. Much more intricate and "languagey" than my last two trips. While looking at my hands do this, I feel incredible sensations, explosions of good things. I look away for a few fractions of a second a few times, but for the most part my entire attention is on what my hands were doing. I don't know how or why, but it felt like they were telling me something. Oh, and everything felt perfect, like time had all come together for this moment, like both times before, something never experienced on my previous DMT trips.

After the music had ended, I was in a state of pure joy. Time seemed to fold in on itself, somehow. The Universe was coming together for me. It feels though as everything has changed, but I'm not sure how.

My hypothesesis on what is happening. One could be that my brain has some sort of unique ability to convert music into patterns in my hands, but I don't very much like that one. The second one is that there's something much bigger going on. I'm still not quite sure what though.

Questions, comments, anything? This is all very new and strange to me.

P.S, I'll be sure to remember to try and film my next attempt.
 
wow.. that sounds amazing... i'd like to quote a friend's mom.. there's going to be changes and we have to just roll with the flow... ..she said that after she dreamt an entire day the day before that day happened... there's definitely a bigger picture

explore it.. learn about it... follow love

every time i read what you wrote.. i get goose bumps.. the good kind
 
Hey Nakes, I have been studying a book called the course in miracles for a while and what you explained seems to match the same type of experience called the Holy instant. Where time is no longer important and you are being carried along by spirit and this is a time that living becomes joyous and peaceful. Just an Idea :)
 
Listen to more music, smoke some more changa, report the experiences ?

SWIM is extremely interested to hear more.

I can tell that SWIM finds something magical in the music himself. Every time he dreams, I can hear a space-ambient album by Solar Fields, "Extended ltd". It usually plays faintly for hours, on a loop. SWIM tells me it his his greatest ally, especially during difficult voyages.
 
I get this happening every time I trip and listen to music these days, some times even from smoking weed. It started happening after I started getting up to higher levels of tripping, beyond taking low doses and going to clubs. It's the coolest feeling ever, I love moving to the rhythm and watching what my hands can do. :) Lately I've been channeling this into dancing, I can't help but get up and move around when I've got that energy pulsing through me! If you're getting the same type of thing going on then I highly recommend seeing where it takes you. I also have the feeling you describe of simultaneously living life and watching if happen... a connection?
 
you should pick up a guitar and see if you start making some crazy music on your own.... that would be sweet wouldn't it?
 
@Nakes and Lunaria,
Guys i get similar urges to get up and just move and dance. It's like the body has been conditioned and knows enuff to express it self without conflicting thoughts. It starts with my toes, tapping, then the fingers, hands and always ends up me swirling around. I like swirling around :) gives me the feeling m in a vortex
 
yaxar said:
@Nakes and Lunaria,
Guys i get similar urges to get up and just move and dance. It's like the body has been conditioned and knows enuff to express it self without conflicting thoughts. It starts with my toes, tapping, then the fingers, hands and always ends up me swirling around. I like swirling around :) gives me the feeling m in a vortex
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ahhh.. that's my favorite... swirling/twirling/spinning/spiraling... ahhhhh .... ima go twirl now.. lol... ...... dancing is so much fun when you just let the energies flow... i'm always amazed at the things that come out.. moves that i don't even know where they come from... sometimes i'm like 'how did i just do that' ..lol
 
one day, some day, i'd like to invite all the members of the nexus and their friends to a huge ass dance gathering. free form, Where'd no one be allowed to sit :)
 
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