skinwalker
Rising Star
**EDITED to remove "JOHN" and replace with "I"**
been reading and lurking for a while and finally had a true breakthrough last night. I loaded 1/5 of a gram into a vaporizer unit last night and took one big inhale. Normally I take three or more, but after taking just this one I absolutely knew I had already taken one too much. My first thoughts were oh shit I took way too much, this is going to be a big problem and your going to get yourself in trouble. What happened next is I started towards a membrane like object and had to break through in order to proceed to higher dimensions. In order to do this apparently I had to forget everything. I mean literally everything I suddenly began to forget who I was, why I was there, what time it was, I was an absolute mess, to the point where im in the alien like environment and had absolutely no clue how I got there or why I was there (i had no idea I had just smoked the DMT) or even what day it was. Once I reached this "release of self" point I proceeded to penetrate the membrane. On a side note I felt like a gel like substance slathered on my body after this point for the next 20 mins.
Once on the other side everything had a neon sign like outline to it, and I was transported into another room with alien like instruments and objects all about the room and something was sitting across from me apparently waiting for me. My first impression was that I have been to this BIZARRE room before!! and actually i've been there quite a few times and how silly it was for me to forget about this special place. Perhaps these thoughts where being presented to me by whatever it was sitting across from me (i refused to look at it). Suddenly I noticed the television screen that was in the room across from me (the actual real tv across me from me in my house). but rather than me turning my head and looking, I was FORCED to look, something physically or spiritually (?) took my head and made me look at the blank tv screen. The impression I got or maybe was even telepathically told was that "you need to see this, "this is very important and we dont have much time".... "do you understand now?"... "pay attention". I was also left to believe that this entity (whom I never saw) was my teacher or mentor and it was a very strict and no nonsense instructor. I was just absolutely shocked that it took such control over me, as having done DMT in the past i've always felt mildly in a controlled recognizable enviroment. Well it took me by the back of my head and started adjusting my distance from the tv, then it started to adjust my vision on the screen from blurry to clear almost like I was being calibrated (like you would focus an old projector or binoculars). The tv was just showing "welcome to dish network" in a blue box. Suddenly the words began to flipping each digit at an incredible rate and became alien like letters, then I believe they would slowly pause in English and entire sentences would appear momentarily and would brighten up, then just as fast be replace by new alien letters which would then correct themselves into English. My friends suddenly started making noises and laughing at me and I could hear them which frustrated this mentor like entity who seemed annoyed at my distraction and would gently but forcefully readjust my head back to the tv. The phrases flipped to about 3-4 different sentences and I was so distracted by what I ‘s friends must be thinking that I honestly couldn’t focus on what was being showed to me, I only remember one word perhaps which was "hexadecimal" also all the letters would show astrics before changing to alien characters like this "DISH NETWORK" would suddenly flip to "**** *******"
After this I completely lost concentration and whatever it was that was there with me left me, however I was still tripping out hard. I realized I was back in the room with I ‘s friends but I was still having nonstop half illusionary visuals like semitransparent bits of data everywhere I looked. I looked at I ‘s brother and his girlfriend and their faces looked like they had defects and were dying or ill, I then looked at I ‘s wife and she had no such disfigurations. About 15 minutes later I was completely out of it. I honestly couldnt believe how deep I went, and how long the entire hyperspace time lasted (never lasted longer than a minute or two prior). I believe that I was shown and guided by I ‘s guardian angel although not a angel in the traditional chiristian form. Powerful life changing experience, I then went and ordered a OBE book on amazon, and signed up for meditation classes starting on monday. this is completely uncharacteristic of me and i'm curious if this new level of interest will endure.
been reading and lurking for a while and finally had a true breakthrough last night. I loaded 1/5 of a gram into a vaporizer unit last night and took one big inhale. Normally I take three or more, but after taking just this one I absolutely knew I had already taken one too much. My first thoughts were oh shit I took way too much, this is going to be a big problem and your going to get yourself in trouble. What happened next is I started towards a membrane like object and had to break through in order to proceed to higher dimensions. In order to do this apparently I had to forget everything. I mean literally everything I suddenly began to forget who I was, why I was there, what time it was, I was an absolute mess, to the point where im in the alien like environment and had absolutely no clue how I got there or why I was there (i had no idea I had just smoked the DMT) or even what day it was. Once I reached this "release of self" point I proceeded to penetrate the membrane. On a side note I felt like a gel like substance slathered on my body after this point for the next 20 mins.
Once on the other side everything had a neon sign like outline to it, and I was transported into another room with alien like instruments and objects all about the room and something was sitting across from me apparently waiting for me. My first impression was that I have been to this BIZARRE room before!! and actually i've been there quite a few times and how silly it was for me to forget about this special place. Perhaps these thoughts where being presented to me by whatever it was sitting across from me (i refused to look at it). Suddenly I noticed the television screen that was in the room across from me (the actual real tv across me from me in my house). but rather than me turning my head and looking, I was FORCED to look, something physically or spiritually (?) took my head and made me look at the blank tv screen. The impression I got or maybe was even telepathically told was that "you need to see this, "this is very important and we dont have much time".... "do you understand now?"... "pay attention". I was also left to believe that this entity (whom I never saw) was my teacher or mentor and it was a very strict and no nonsense instructor. I was just absolutely shocked that it took such control over me, as having done DMT in the past i've always felt mildly in a controlled recognizable enviroment. Well it took me by the back of my head and started adjusting my distance from the tv, then it started to adjust my vision on the screen from blurry to clear almost like I was being calibrated (like you would focus an old projector or binoculars). The tv was just showing "welcome to dish network" in a blue box. Suddenly the words began to flipping each digit at an incredible rate and became alien like letters, then I believe they would slowly pause in English and entire sentences would appear momentarily and would brighten up, then just as fast be replace by new alien letters which would then correct themselves into English. My friends suddenly started making noises and laughing at me and I could hear them which frustrated this mentor like entity who seemed annoyed at my distraction and would gently but forcefully readjust my head back to the tv. The phrases flipped to about 3-4 different sentences and I was so distracted by what I ‘s friends must be thinking that I honestly couldn’t focus on what was being showed to me, I only remember one word perhaps which was "hexadecimal" also all the letters would show astrics before changing to alien characters like this "DISH NETWORK" would suddenly flip to "**** *******"
After this I completely lost concentration and whatever it was that was there with me left me, however I was still tripping out hard. I realized I was back in the room with I ‘s friends but I was still having nonstop half illusionary visuals like semitransparent bits of data everywhere I looked. I looked at I ‘s brother and his girlfriend and their faces looked like they had defects and were dying or ill, I then looked at I ‘s wife and she had no such disfigurations. About 15 minutes later I was completely out of it. I honestly couldnt believe how deep I went, and how long the entire hyperspace time lasted (never lasted longer than a minute or two prior). I believe that I was shown and guided by I ‘s guardian angel although not a angel in the traditional chiristian form. Powerful life changing experience, I then went and ordered a OBE book on amazon, and signed up for meditation classes starting on monday. this is completely uncharacteristic of me and i'm curious if this new level of interest will endure.
