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Aegle

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My Deepest Journey

I have waited patiently for three months for this journey. I have been taking this time to meditate, practice yoga and gain my optimum mental focus. So that I can dissolve my ego on my own without any help from the spice.

I smoked 6mg of my own extracted spice crystals. The setting was in my bedroom on my bed, mild lighting, comfy pajamas, the tingshas were also chimed.

Instantly I felt the presence of the same entity that always comes flowing over me. A high vibration of soft trilling resonated in my ears. I begin to move out through my crown, rainbows and flower petals danced about in front of me with warm shards of light.

Peace and tranquility pour over my being. All of a sudden the experience begins to fade quiet quickly and as I open my eyes I'm back in my bedroom. My journey was cut short so I made the decision to go back as I couldn't leave my experience unfinished.

I made the decision to smoke 10mg and complete my journey. As I had finished my first puff and held it for as long as I could. My whole reality began to melt and morph before face, so did my hand which was resting on my cheek. Words became completely distorted and all I could hear were jumbled words which didn't make any sense.

Everything dissolved in front of my eyes and I was taken deep inside a womb like world. Fluid surrounded me, I could see a deep red glow all around and soft warm light shone through.

I felt so safe and protected; I was in such a state of bliss. I could have floated there for a long time without a care in the world. No sound, I was cocooned in a safe and warm pod which felt like it could protect me forever.

Slowly I began to move and shift back into my bedroom, I opened my eyes and I felt renewed and was in a state of complete peace.

My sub-breakthrough experiences have been amazing, but I feel I'm more than ready to breakthrough. But my small lady non-smoker lungs don't seem to be able to take in enough spice though.

So I think my next journey I will smoke some changa made with spice, mint and some lavender through a bong and we will see if I will be able to breakthrough... I really and truly hope so.


Much Peace and Kindness
 
awesome aegle! indeed sounds like lovely subbreakthrough experiences.. Keep sharing your journeys please! :)

did you ever try a vaporgenie? one can get quite smooth puffs, might be easier on your lungs !
 
you have the perfect mindset sister. your idea to use a peppermint and lavender changa is spot on....if you throw a little powdered caapi vine in the mix you will have one of my favorite spice mixes i have named PEPPERMINT ELF DUST...i even made a sticker for my sacred jar of the stuff! i put a pic of it up cuz this is how i imagine YOU looking :lol:

a vaporgenie filled with this changa....long, slow, cool minty inhale....you are on the verge of having the experience your soul has been preparing for all this time.. :)

...AND I CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT IT!!!

MUCH LOVE AND GRATITUDE, ELF PRINCESS!!
 

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Beautiful post Aegle, thankyou for sharing.

I would like to recommend adding an equal amount of mullein to the other herbs in your changa mix. Mullein is a very beneficial herb when used in changa I believe. It is a natural respiratory lung tonic and has a very light smoke that can greatly reduce harshness when mixed with other herbs. I have found it works very very well to make the smoke much less harsh and helps to inhale it deeper into the lungs. It is a very fluffy herb that has a slightly similar consitency to mugwort when rubbed in between your hands... but is much much lighter and puffier and easier to smoke. I am surprised that it is not mentioned more on the nexus. Coltsfoot it also another alternative that is similar to mullein.

Also the new glass vaporgenies are an excellent smoking device and are extremely pleasant to use with change. You almost cant feel any vapor at all. :) I would very highly recommend to anyone who has trouble breakingthrough when smoking.

Ha! I love the peppermint elfdust label ant! such a cool idea I think im going to start naming and labelling all my new changa batches. :)

namaste
 
endlessness said:
awesome aegle! indeed sounds like lovely subbreakthrough experiences.. Keep sharing your journeys please! :)

did you ever try a vaporgenie? one can get quite smooth puffs, might be easier on your lungs !
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Endlessness

Thank for your kind words. I love sharing my journeys, for me they are special secret treasures. I would never feel right keeping them all to myself.

If wonder is discovered it is best shared, Giving is far better than receiving. I am really lucky that all my sub-break through experiences have all been so beautiful...

Thank you for the suggestion I haven't smoked a vaporgenie before, ill look into getting one. Or maybe if I'm lucky I might get one for xmas. :b


Much Peace and Compassion
 
antrocles said:
you have the perfect mindset sister. your idea to use a peppermint and lavender changa is spot on....if you throw a little powdered caapi vine in the mix you will have one of my favorite spice mixes i have named PEPPERMINT ELF DUST...i even made a sticker for my sacred jar of the stuff! i put a pic of it up cuz this is how i imagine YOU looking :lol:

a vaporgenie filled with this changa....long, slow, cool minty inhale....you are on the verge of having the experience your soul has been preparing for all this time.. :)

...AND I CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT IT!!!

MUCH LOVE AND GRATITUDE, ELF PRINCESS!!
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Antrocles

Why thank you my brother, I am greatly humbled by your words. Peppermint will hopefully be cooling and the lavender oh so soothing.

Thank you for the advice, as soon as I have some caapi available I will definitly try your ultimate pepperment elf dust changa.

I really admire the extra thought and care that you put into your preparation, your an inspiration Antrocles.

You are very kind Ant I would be so lucky to have such lovely ears. :D

A vaporgenie filled with peppermint elf dust sounds like absolute bliss. I really hope to take my journey deeper, I will definitly post my experience as always.


Much Peace and Sunshine, Changa King
 
Jorkest said:
AWESOME aegle...that sounds sooo nice....i love it....and antrocles!! i love it!
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Jorkest

Thank you, they were both beautiful and special journeys. Hows your beard growing going? :D


Much Peace and Understanding
 
timeloop said:
Beautiful post Aegle, thankyou for sharing.

I would like to recommend adding an equal amount of mullein to the other herbs in your changa mix. Mullein is a very beneficial herb when used in changa I believe. It is a natural respiratory lung tonic and has a very light smoke that can greatly reduce harshness when mixed with other herbs. I have found it works very very well to make the smoke much less harsh and helps to inhale it deeper into the lungs. It is a very fluffy herb that has a slightly similar consitency to mugwort when rubbed in between your hands... but is much much lighter and puffier and easier to smoke. I am surprised that it is not mentioned more on the nexus. Coltsfoot it also another alternative that is similar to mullein.

Also the new glass vaporgenies are an excellent smoking device and are extremely pleasant to use with change. You almost cant feel any vapor at all. :) I would very highly recommend to anyone who has trouble breakingthrough when smoking.

Ha! I love the peppermint elfdust label ant! such a cool idea I think im going to start naming and labelling all my new changa batches. :)

namaste
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Timeloop

I am really touched that you think so, no worries I really love sharing my journeys.

Mullein, I haven't tried it before thank you so very much for bringing this amazing sounding herb to my attention. I am very grateful to you for doing so.

Indeed the vaporgenie sounds like a really good way to go. I will definitely do my best to try and organise one.

Thank you again for all your advice it is very much appreciated...


Much Peace and Wonder
 
i always love hearing about these amazing experiences...they are just so awesome to hear...because they pull me right into that space...hyperspace has been very open to me lately!

im very very excited for you to have your breakthrough....its absolutely delightful!
 
Jorkest said:
i always love hearing about these amazing experiences...they are just so awesome to hear...because they pull me right into that space...hyperspace has been very open to me lately!

im very very excited for you to have your breakthrough....its absolutely delightful!
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Jorkest

My friend im really glad that you love reading my journeys. It really warms my heart so much...

I'm bursting with excitement to experience my first breakthrough. I feel like a kid in a candy store. :b


Much Peace and Sunshine
 
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Beautiful.

Mint aids in absorption as it dilates surface and mucous-membrane blood vessels. I will know about mullein today. I am going by the health food shop and buying the tea. (no bulk:cry: ). Caapi will stretch the breakthrough window a bit so you can sum your doses easier.


I am always excited to see your name here. You are such a pure soul. I know you have worked hard on yourself and it shows. You inspire me!


Ant. YOU inspire me as well. I will be copy-catting the label idea and will post soon!



Namaste all,

J
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jasons741 said:
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Beautiful.

Mint aids in absorption as it dilates surface and mucous-membrane blood vessels. I will know about mullein today. I am going by the health food shop and buying the tea. (no bulk:cry: ). Caapi will stretch the breakthrough window a bit so you can sum your doses easier.


I am always excited to see your name here. You are such a pure soul. I know you have worked hard on yourself and it shows. You inspire me!


Ant. YOU inspire me as well. I will be copy-catting the label idea and will post soon!



Namaste all,

J
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Ello J

My heart is over flowing with happiness from your more than kind words. My eyes are filled with tears of pure joy, I am greatly moved and honoured that I inspire you my friend. All I want to do is spread as much love and happiness as I can...

I will be beaming the whole day from everyones kindness and warmth.


Much Peace and Love
 
Good for you for being sensitive enough to get so much out of only 10 mg...I like to see reports where people can describe and appreciate the beauty of spice even at lower doses..shows receptivity.

Some people have claimed to find DMT disphoric at low doses..but I have always loved low-mid doses and well as those heavy breakthroughs.
 
yessss that was beautiful.

a bong will help you get more neurotransmitters...
don't worry about smoking too much.
the body has a threshold, and when you reach it, you know
and that's when the transformations occur.

also, try rolling up some changa in the middle of some herbal cigarette sometime (especially after a cup of warm caapi)...truly divine puffing on those things rolling into hyperspace...

blessings on your path
thanks for sharing
we've had a bunch of great reports lately

p.s. Fractal Enchantment I totally agree with you. A low dose of spice is great for opening up the heart ... allowing the soul to shine through ever so gently...
 
Fractal Enchantment

I am a very sensitive person, I live my life through my heart. I always feel everything that I experience very deeply. I kind of walk around life with my heart open.

A really good example is if someone would hurt or step on an ant to kill it, I would cry for the ant. I cant kill or harm any animal or living thing no matter how small they are.

I really have a respect and love for all living creatures. The little insects and creatures are some of the most dynamic and fascinating.

With entheogens I have always been very sensitive to their affects. I also love low and mild doses of all the entheogens which I journey with. For me its like a shaking of hands so to speak, the creation and strengthening of a blossoming friendship.

Thank you so very much for your kindness Fractal.


Much Peace and Wonder
 
House

Aaahh thank you for saying my journey was beautiful.
Your words light up my heart with happiness.

Thank you also for your suggestion. I will definitely give the changa herbal cigarettes a try after some cappi tea, sounds oh so lovely.

What herbal cigarettes would you suggest?

Blessings to you to on your journey house.


Much Peace and Sunshine
 
you can roll up some mullein, some peppermint, a pinch of mapacho if you have some, with a bit of white sage, and calamus root.
Maybe some lavender, or caapi leaf...
anything you want that strikes you and has healing properties works divinely ;]
I use cannabis but I know that's something you don't work with often...
 
House

Thank you so very much for the advice, its greatly appreciated. Yip im more of a hash smoker, not to often though. :b


Much Peace and Respect
 
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