Not entirely sure to be honest. Since I had my first batch inside, I presume that whatever Saliva I had helped convince me to try something I thought would be trippy.
I've been Atheist pretty much my whole life. I wouldn't say I'm Atheist now, but I don't have a direct classification for myself right now either. I just kind of live my life and try not to make religion part of it one way or the other. I figure whatever "it" actually is, isn't quite like any of us think. Still wouldn't mind trying to figure "it" out though.
As for the car story, there was 6 of us, it ended up being two sets of 3, and the driver that invited me to his car just asked me to keep him company with his girlfriend in case she feel asleep or something so he wouldn't be driving alone. Probably would have made more sense to be in his car both ways, but it didn't quite turn out that way.
To Virola78
The Saliva was the last psychedelic anything I had, and that was about a year ago now. I didn't really have anything stick to my mind like the MDMA trip did. I haven't touched MDMA for a long time, and I'm willing to cut my losses and stay away from it completely at this point. I wouldn't discount the possibility of LSD, Mushrooms or DMT, as the first two haven't given me lasting side effects.
I had a pill once that was pretty much LSD, but by the time I started tripping, my friends feel asleep, so I feel asleep too. I was handling the hallucinations fine, they felt more like an extremely vivid daydream then a hallucination.
Now that I think about it, the last time I ate Shrooms I came to the conclusion that the meaning of life was "everything". At the time it made absolute perfect sense and everyone I was with felt the same way, and felt an extreme inner peace in solving the riddle. However the next day I didn't feel as cleansed and just more or less normal.
So I don't normally have bad trips or anything, despite the everyday life hallucinations I'll have, so I think I'd be okay. I'd be more prone to try DMT next though as it sounds like it would answer questions that I have, as long as I accept that I'll come back and let the flow take me away.
Thanks again guys for having me. 