berealrad
Rising Star
I had done umpteen number of vials of ketamina straight out of TJ (the ones with the cute pics of kittens and dogs faces on the sides of the tiny boxes) in the first couple years of this century. I had a handful of true dissociative experiences with rare (undercooked/pink) K. None of those (except maybe one near overdose) even come close to the euphoria I experienced with my first real dmt breakthrough. I consider myself to have a fairly vast vocabulary but, even someone as verbose as myself finds it nearly impossible to give an accurate description of how I felt or what went through my blown mind. Well, Im gonna try anyway.
I had a few failed attempts at smoking my own product before the breakthrough but those failures were probably due to the fact that I wasnt really harvesting my crystals I was instead, brutally scraping them up into a waxy substance. When I finally did harvest them carefully and loaded several of them into the end of my friends 1E (glass bat) on top of some bud called Skywalker, I lost myself entirely.
I never looked at myself but seemed to be a small bundle of euphoric energy floating in front of my head watching the first synapse scene in the spirit molecule. I was not on this planet or even in this dimension. It seemed like that scene of zooming through the synapses had somehow transported me somewhere else (e.g. the wormhole in the old show Sliders). I wish that I could remember more detail of what I was thinking and feeling but maybe after I see the video I will. I was entranced by the psychedelic images on the screen and the sounds emanating from the same place. After about 10 minutes of being enveloped in this sense of warm love and indescribable joy, surely with a giant shit-eating grin on my face, I gently floated, feather-like, back into my body which seemed itself warm and cozy like hugging a distant relative you see once every couple of years.
Will bump soon with link to video. Hopefully it will stay up a while.
I had a few failed attempts at smoking my own product before the breakthrough but those failures were probably due to the fact that I wasnt really harvesting my crystals I was instead, brutally scraping them up into a waxy substance. When I finally did harvest them carefully and loaded several of them into the end of my friends 1E (glass bat) on top of some bud called Skywalker, I lost myself entirely.
I never looked at myself but seemed to be a small bundle of euphoric energy floating in front of my head watching the first synapse scene in the spirit molecule. I was not on this planet or even in this dimension. It seemed like that scene of zooming through the synapses had somehow transported me somewhere else (e.g. the wormhole in the old show Sliders). I wish that I could remember more detail of what I was thinking and feeling but maybe after I see the video I will. I was entranced by the psychedelic images on the screen and the sounds emanating from the same place. After about 10 minutes of being enveloped in this sense of warm love and indescribable joy, surely with a giant shit-eating grin on my face, I gently floated, feather-like, back into my body which seemed itself warm and cozy like hugging a distant relative you see once every couple of years.
Will bump soon with link to video. Hopefully it will stay up a while.