My first DMT trip

[slug]

Hi all.

This report may not be as good as many others, but I hope it could be worth reading

After a failing attempt to smoke it with a light bulb and ordinary lighter, I asked my friend, who gave me the DMT in the first place, if he could help me to smoke it. He was experienced and knew how to smoke it properly.

He gives me the pipe and begins to light it for me as I begin to inhale.
I was afraid, nervous and had a very high pulse, but I really wanted to do this.
The taste wasn't that bad, a little harsh, but nothing to strong.

As I exhaled my 2nd toke, it took me by surprise. It hit me so fast and hard that I forgot what I was doing. Like I was in shock. Then I hear my friend say : ”smoke more, smoke more”, and then it all comes back to me and I realize that I'm smoking DMT. Holy macarony!

I tried to take a 3rd hit but as soon as I started to inhale I more or less got paralyzed. It took over me completely. Extremely powerful and intense trip. My brain got over-flooded with information/visual from this ”hyperspace”. I couldn't handle it, it was to much.
I choose not to try to describe what I saw since it wouldn't do any justice. But it was insanely vivid.

I felt like something with a far more superior intelligence had total control over me. I was defenseless and tried to get out of it, but it was useless. I just couldn't do anything beside simply exist. I didn't know what ”it” was, but it felt bigger than myself. It showed me that I wasn't ready for this.

Then out of nowhere It just threw me back to reality.

the trip had lasted for a couple of minutes and after it was over I was kind of traumatized. When I tried to describe what happened to my friend I just couldn't get the right words, I just didn't knew what to think of it.
It was one hell of a intense experience, I was surprised that my brain could handle it.
I was exhausted and needed to sleep before I could process anything.

Maybe the trip got this scary because I was so afraid in the first place, I don't know..
But I find it all very interesting and fascinating, even trough it might have been a bad trip I don't regret It in any way. Instead it feels more like some kind of awakening.

Also another thing that I recall from the trip is that I felt like I have been here before a very long time ago. Very strange feeling, It was like I was coming home.


It took me a couple of months before I smoked it again, but that time it all went much friendlier.

 

[Awe]

I think your post was quite readable... even enjoyable!

I also think you're very brave to smoke it the first time. I don't know that I could handle the intensity in the beginning. My first time will be in the next few weeks and I'm drinking it in ceremony... Of course that's no guarantee that it won't be as intense for me but I'm hoping.

Thanks for your post.

 

[wearepeople]

Then I hear my friend say : ”smoke more, smoke more”

Maybe your friend was saying, "smoalk moar, smoalk moar".

Is your friend a nexus member?


It sounds like you had a very powerful experience. Thank you for sharing!

 

[slug]

Thanks guys!


No, I don't know if my friend is a member, but he sure knows about this forum.

Yeah very intense, I'm still amazed over it.

I remember how my heart rate would go up by just thinking about the trip. And it would be like this for months.

 

[Pup Tentacle]

Thanks for sharing. Sounds very familiar.

Surrender, for me is the ultimate unruly trip killer. It's not always easy to accomplish, but, for me, it has always been effective.

 

[slug]

Thanks for sharing. Sounds very familiar.

Surrender, for me is the ultimate unruly trip killer. It's not always easy to accomplish, but, for me, it has always been effective.

It sure is. I learned that on my 2nd DMT trip. I felt this voice telling me to let go and don't worry about it. To stop resist and surrender. Which I did and then I had a wonderful experience. I will write about that trip later.

 

[floatei]

whoa very cool I havent done DMT but I was really nervous about a "bad trip" and when i think about what my first will be like my friken heart starts beating like crazy. I dont know if its nerves or excitment but wahtever it is i dont want to bring it to the table on my first go. So all and all reading that i feel a little better knowing that u did it again and made it work. phewwwwww:grin:

 

[Flippo]

Thanks for writing this report. I've smoked DMT a few weeks ago for the first time and I kind of had a similar experience as you did. I was scared and was fighting against the effects, instead of surrendering. Great to hear you tried it again and it was a more positive experience!

 

[sovereign_silver]

Very honest report! Thanks for sharing.

I must say you are brave to return, few seek the visions and ever fewer feel the calling to return. My apprehensiveness before I saw the realm was great indeed, luckily I had a caring soul to guide me through the process. Keep learning and confronting the unknown my friend, best of wishes for your growth

 

[○]

That, my friend, is a breakthrough.

Gripping in it's approach isn't it?

That point where you take the 2nd or 3rd toke, and everything starts to dematerialize and fade away into an infinite ocean of being. So beautiful, so terrifying, so sacred, so powerful.

Just remember...

tat tvam asi

 

[hostilis]

Hello Slug.

Sounds like a breakthrough. The first one that i had scared the poop out of me.

I don't mean to be a bug, but profanity is discouraged here. Please do not use it (check the ATTITUDE page.)

I'm glad that you took it well and didn't start looking at spice as a bad thing. It is a great tool.