My first encounter with DMT

[Servant]

Hello everyone !!! First of all i must say once again , thank you all for sharing the ifno , it is priceless and i really appreciate all this work , great site with great humble people !!!
So, i extracted my first spice and i decided to try it (i used 50mg in a Classic Vaporgenie + 6 screens + ash + torch ligher and im a total noob with vaporizing , so i guess i might failed my first try)
Please feel free to comment , leave your experiences , opinions and tips ..
Does this sounds to you like a breakthrough or .. well , this is my first try
Here is goes ::: i inhaled very deep (or so ) from the pipe ( 1 time , there was no time for second coz) and everything started changing and collapsing .. black out for a moment , weird electric and very intence noise , feeling that im somewhere else , wondering what is happening , am i dead , who im ? what did i just done ? who am i ? questions question questions ..... all this mixed with a strange feeling of deepest and weirdest dream ,plus the feeling of being very small ... (with eyes open i saw some rainbow patterns and sparkles floating around the room, not for a long time and not too bright ,just flashes .. with eyes closed i saw a liquid crystal ocean full of shapeless energies moving around , i also saw something dark shapeless and big floating towards me , but i wasnt scared , even if it was a dark energy (entity) , i was just thinking that i dont want to hang around with it lol X) . Ocean color was kinda brown (i was in 60/40 dark light room ..) all that for very short period of time , like 3 mins or so .. after all of it feeling very soft and peaceful inside ..
I felt pretty amazed i must say , i also felt like i must do lot of work in that ocean of energies , i guess some of my personal stuff ..
So guys , what do you think , breakthrough or subbreakthrough and i must to improve my evaporating skills lol ... or maybe make some changa ... i also must say i have a lot of experience with other psycedelics .. but the spice is really something else .. :thumb_up:
All your comments and time is really appreciated !!!
thank you thank you thank you
peace love & light everybody !!!!!

 

[Adjhart]

Sounds like it was a sub-breakthrough. Usually when you have a full breakthrough there's no doubt about it. I also personally think that we can only really breakthrough if our mind allows us. You should try eliminating those 'questions, questions, questions', from your mind and just ride the trip like a wave. Don't try to explain or question or define - you'll only find resistance. All of these ideas of course are very complex and change once you become more experienced, but for the beginner tripper - I'd say try to clear your mind to as empty as you can.

But all types of trips are informative experiences, sometimes having your first trip be a breakthrough is a bit too intense.

Safe travels

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