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Rising Star
This is the first experience I had with ayahuasca and be happy to share
In the afternoon with a friend smoked salvia divinorum, we start with sheet and then we go to 10x, listening a song, my mind is abstracted and I melted in music, see beautiful colorful geometric designs, I saw some lights and colors including a star that welcomed me with its light, had a sense of tranquility and peace. That night with the same friend and we prepared to take ayahuasca, we tested both 4 grams of Peganum harmala is the maximum recommended dose, and 20 minutes after hostilis mimosa, I 10 grams which is equivalent to a normal dose, my friend half of that, he was afraid to take a trip too strong for him, shortly after I left with my friend to urinate, vomit and then my friend returned to the room, I look like a smooth and bearable type LSD and I found it easy to finish rest of the bottle with the contents of the mimosa hostilis, I took what was intended for my other two friends no longer tried it, I took 30 grams of mimosa hostilis total, equivalent to 3 times the normal dose and 2 times the high dose, it seemed easy to do so irresponsibly.
The trip was increasing in intensity, but this trip was very special relied heavily on reflections made at the time about my life, helped me understand life, my problems and go into enigmas of the world, accompanied by visions. I remember a vision that was as brightly colored geometric shapes that were created and formed roads, sometimes in a spiral, awesome, had a meaning, shapes resembling steps in life and the paths that were potential destinations in life. It was late when I realized that the trip had become too intense and did not seem to stop growing, I was getting into a bad trip, I realized that I was very agitated and anxious, afraid to have made a mistake and be suffering hypertensive crisis, fear stirred me more, and to reassure hear the song that was playing, my trip was like go into the music, like a twilight zone, buildings looked strange, I felt my soul had escaped me I felt I came like a divine plan, I saw a wonderful dim blue light, I had a feeling as if I were a kid barely knows the world, the feeling of being on the edge of life and death, I felt very agitated and overwhelmed, but there arose a feeling of tranquility and hope impressive, dim blue light that helped me endure this situation like hope amid the darkness of death, I thought I would lose consciousness, the light was like a benevolent god merciful, as present in the Catholic religion.
I remember I could calm down for times and other times I go back to bad feelin extremely nervous, I thought I wanted to cling to life at all costs, because seriously thought I was dying. I tried trip well as possible, sometimes thought to yell and tell them to take me to a hospital, but I calmed down and I did not. The weather became very long, looking frequently my clock up to two minutes felt as eternity. My friend stood up and said me that he felt very hard, which was very heavy travel, I said that I had finished the bottle and he was surprised, was for a blanket because he said he felt very cold, as more of the normal, I told him before he think that this was a lesson, he nodded. I Travel outside of life and reality always knew, I saw the past and future as a whole has already happened, I saw my life as a product of order and chaos of the universe, seemed to me a product of a fractal infinite, the universe seemed breathtakingly immense, l stop to classify things as good or bad, normal or strange, observes them as part of the fractal where everything is possible, the center was a god, which was in one of my visions the purest essence, which melted all elements of the universe, all elements of the universe interacting or merging separated, and it seemed that everything had an order that everything was governed by mathematics, that even our destiny, mine and everyone was given for this, even the most unpredictable, because even the chaos is mathematics, life now perceived in a completely different, i knew that life never going to stop because after death there is something, I thought this trip I had was so impressive and durable as I thought life was, then corrected, and realize that life is much more complex, unpredictable, that never ends
I realized I loved life and most importantly is to be happy and there is nothing more important as that, I thought that one of the most important things was to try manage that journey of incredible magnitude to something positive, somehow kept that thought all the time, be happy in any way possible, even thought that only think it would be fine is a way to get to that destination, as if belief were a metaphysics key to the desired future. I saw existence as a component of the universe and saw that it was not created, nor destroyed, transformed, or even sometimes merged or separated from other components, I never cease to exist, and that after death there is something, perhaps reincarnated, I do not know, I thought that at some point in this incredible journey called life, perhaps I might be god or perhaps at some point would be in worst bad trip, and at some point could become an immense tranquility and happiness In another dimension, maybe be someone else, even in a moment I left to fear to death, although I still believed that there is a possibility of dying.
I saw the universe of incredible immensity, infinite, never imagined that I felt that everything I had been presented as a divine knowledge from life to death, life had always seemed so far distant and completely transformed a new form of higher understanding, was AWESOME. I started talking with my friend many things that seemed we were both endowed with incredible wisdom. It was an extremely gratifying moment when I realized that the trip was going down and I knew I would be fine, I thought my way of thinking and understanding of reality change, and did so positive.
The trip I had with 10x the previous day made me insignificant, like it was a toy compared to this, I underestimated the power of DMT, which is the most potent hallucinogen. Despite having gone so deep in my consciousness, I'm still me, but with many teachings, these teachings were what finally made the trip more positive than negative, as well as the willingness to improve my life days later. It taught me to have a strong attitude in life, whatever it is and not give up, taught me to value life and love, to think things out before acting, that there is something after death but do not know with security that is, never forget that happiness is most important in life and constantly strive above all. For my friend was also a very strong trip, although he took a dose six times lower than mine, he decided not to try more drugs because knowledge was transmitted from the ayahuasca that not need anything to enjoy, nor to have spiritual knowledge, that all this can have one if have the attitude. I clarified what I had learned, among other teachings that guide my life now and helped me understand my life from a different positive perspective, that helped me realize the big problems I had while I got the way to work solution.
Anyone interested in trying this powerful psychedelic, I would recommend that you first read, inform and reflect, not be a drug to have fun or relax, as many do with drugs, its use is spiritual learning and reflection wide and deep. I wish other people knew this, responsibly, and with clear purpose, it helps people visualize better life and solve their problems.
I hope now can be a member of DMT-nexusw
In the afternoon with a friend smoked salvia divinorum, we start with sheet and then we go to 10x, listening a song, my mind is abstracted and I melted in music, see beautiful colorful geometric designs, I saw some lights and colors including a star that welcomed me with its light, had a sense of tranquility and peace. That night with the same friend and we prepared to take ayahuasca, we tested both 4 grams of Peganum harmala is the maximum recommended dose, and 20 minutes after hostilis mimosa, I 10 grams which is equivalent to a normal dose, my friend half of that, he was afraid to take a trip too strong for him, shortly after I left with my friend to urinate, vomit and then my friend returned to the room, I look like a smooth and bearable type LSD and I found it easy to finish rest of the bottle with the contents of the mimosa hostilis, I took what was intended for my other two friends no longer tried it, I took 30 grams of mimosa hostilis total, equivalent to 3 times the normal dose and 2 times the high dose, it seemed easy to do so irresponsibly.
The trip was increasing in intensity, but this trip was very special relied heavily on reflections made at the time about my life, helped me understand life, my problems and go into enigmas of the world, accompanied by visions. I remember a vision that was as brightly colored geometric shapes that were created and formed roads, sometimes in a spiral, awesome, had a meaning, shapes resembling steps in life and the paths that were potential destinations in life. It was late when I realized that the trip had become too intense and did not seem to stop growing, I was getting into a bad trip, I realized that I was very agitated and anxious, afraid to have made a mistake and be suffering hypertensive crisis, fear stirred me more, and to reassure hear the song that was playing, my trip was like go into the music, like a twilight zone, buildings looked strange, I felt my soul had escaped me I felt I came like a divine plan, I saw a wonderful dim blue light, I had a feeling as if I were a kid barely knows the world, the feeling of being on the edge of life and death, I felt very agitated and overwhelmed, but there arose a feeling of tranquility and hope impressive, dim blue light that helped me endure this situation like hope amid the darkness of death, I thought I would lose consciousness, the light was like a benevolent god merciful, as present in the Catholic religion.
I remember I could calm down for times and other times I go back to bad feelin extremely nervous, I thought I wanted to cling to life at all costs, because seriously thought I was dying. I tried trip well as possible, sometimes thought to yell and tell them to take me to a hospital, but I calmed down and I did not. The weather became very long, looking frequently my clock up to two minutes felt as eternity. My friend stood up and said me that he felt very hard, which was very heavy travel, I said that I had finished the bottle and he was surprised, was for a blanket because he said he felt very cold, as more of the normal, I told him before he think that this was a lesson, he nodded. I Travel outside of life and reality always knew, I saw the past and future as a whole has already happened, I saw my life as a product of order and chaos of the universe, seemed to me a product of a fractal infinite, the universe seemed breathtakingly immense, l stop to classify things as good or bad, normal or strange, observes them as part of the fractal where everything is possible, the center was a god, which was in one of my visions the purest essence, which melted all elements of the universe, all elements of the universe interacting or merging separated, and it seemed that everything had an order that everything was governed by mathematics, that even our destiny, mine and everyone was given for this, even the most unpredictable, because even the chaos is mathematics, life now perceived in a completely different, i knew that life never going to stop because after death there is something, I thought this trip I had was so impressive and durable as I thought life was, then corrected, and realize that life is much more complex, unpredictable, that never ends
I realized I loved life and most importantly is to be happy and there is nothing more important as that, I thought that one of the most important things was to try manage that journey of incredible magnitude to something positive, somehow kept that thought all the time, be happy in any way possible, even thought that only think it would be fine is a way to get to that destination, as if belief were a metaphysics key to the desired future. I saw existence as a component of the universe and saw that it was not created, nor destroyed, transformed, or even sometimes merged or separated from other components, I never cease to exist, and that after death there is something, perhaps reincarnated, I do not know, I thought that at some point in this incredible journey called life, perhaps I might be god or perhaps at some point would be in worst bad trip, and at some point could become an immense tranquility and happiness In another dimension, maybe be someone else, even in a moment I left to fear to death, although I still believed that there is a possibility of dying.
I saw the universe of incredible immensity, infinite, never imagined that I felt that everything I had been presented as a divine knowledge from life to death, life had always seemed so far distant and completely transformed a new form of higher understanding, was AWESOME. I started talking with my friend many things that seemed we were both endowed with incredible wisdom. It was an extremely gratifying moment when I realized that the trip was going down and I knew I would be fine, I thought my way of thinking and understanding of reality change, and did so positive.
The trip I had with 10x the previous day made me insignificant, like it was a toy compared to this, I underestimated the power of DMT, which is the most potent hallucinogen. Despite having gone so deep in my consciousness, I'm still me, but with many teachings, these teachings were what finally made the trip more positive than negative, as well as the willingness to improve my life days later. It taught me to have a strong attitude in life, whatever it is and not give up, taught me to value life and love, to think things out before acting, that there is something after death but do not know with security that is, never forget that happiness is most important in life and constantly strive above all. For my friend was also a very strong trip, although he took a dose six times lower than mine, he decided not to try more drugs because knowledge was transmitted from the ayahuasca that not need anything to enjoy, nor to have spiritual knowledge, that all this can have one if have the attitude. I clarified what I had learned, among other teachings that guide my life now and helped me understand my life from a different positive perspective, that helped me realize the big problems I had while I got the way to work solution.
Anyone interested in trying this powerful psychedelic, I would recommend that you first read, inform and reflect, not be a drug to have fun or relax, as many do with drugs, its use is spiritual learning and reflection wide and deep. I wish other people knew this, responsibly, and with clear purpose, it helps people visualize better life and solve their problems.
I hope now can be a member of DMT-nexusw